Another llife changed, beautiful...really dont know what to say but im asuming everyone has to go through the transition from being Worldly and having Riches here to Godly and having Riches in Heaven. Sometimes it hurts, lots of talking and discussing, dont forget Fighting against Satan.
Takes time, but im sure if you decied to make Jesus Christ nummber one in all things in your life...he will show you what you are, what you can do, that in his Kingdom you are always welcomed and he is ready to listen, talk about ANYTHING that goes on in your mind and heart.
i guess if i could give you one advice is, dont put trust in man or yourself, to help you in your problems or know the solution, if you do...Jesus will make sure that at some point you will get Disapointed, over and over and over again until you learn not to ever trust in Man/Yourself.
Alote stuff waiting for you brother in Jesus Christ, im not talking about works, but Wonders/Miracles/Dreams/Visions/Revelations/Powers/Insight/Secrets lol...just alote of stuff. Hope you have the Courage to Show the Love and accept the Love of Jesus Christ and the Attention he offers you.