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I seriously feel bad emotionally and I hope someone understands what I'm talking about. Years ago I had a group of friends in highschool who I thought adored me. A year later I discovered they made fun of me for being "too Christian" and I believe some jealousy issues as well. I ended those friendships because it hurt too much knowing they didn't accept me fully.
Fast forward six years to today. I just recently accquired some new friends who aren't Christian. They were really excited to accept me and we had some great times. However I discovered that they sometimes talk about eachother behind other's backs. I also am sensing some tention between me and another girl who might (I'm not sure) think I'm coming on to her boyfriend/fiance...which I'm not.
I can't drop another group of friends. It's been literally YEARS before I've had friends that I could talk to and have fun with. Its destroying me inside that I wouldn't be friends with these people because of some misunderstanding. However, I'm afraid to confront them because I dont want to make things bad if it's all in my head.
Someone pray for me. Dont tell me to find new friends because that isn't going to happen.
Fast forward six years to today. I just recently accquired some new friends who aren't Christian. They were really excited to accept me and we had some great times. However I discovered that they sometimes talk about eachother behind other's backs. I also am sensing some tention between me and another girl who might (I'm not sure) think I'm coming on to her boyfriend/fiance...which I'm not.
I can't drop another group of friends. It's been literally YEARS before I've had friends that I could talk to and have fun with. Its destroying me inside that I wouldn't be friends with these people because of some misunderstanding. However, I'm afraid to confront them because I dont want to make things bad if it's all in my head.
Someone pray for me. Dont tell me to find new friends because that isn't going to happen.