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are there any people on this website who do not lie, who value life, and truly understand what the Lord said when he said that not everyone who says to me Lord, Lord will enter the kingdom of heaven but only he who does the will of my Father in Heaven, away from me you evildoers.
I have lived in sin, but I am not an evildoer. If I have ever done evil it was because I was acting on an instinct to survive and/or doing something that needed to be done to change someone else's character. Only certain things get accomplished on earth by our words, by our hands, by our creative and eternal power.
And now that I need healing in my life and I am helpless and at the mercy of human beings with limited knowledge I am scared that I'm going to die because they refuse to give what I need, when I plainly tell them.
I can't go into detail but my mother has done things to my body as a child that I now have to live with as an adult. Things that I know can be healed truly withou medication, but those closest to me in relationship and distance refuse to lift a hand, refuse to help.
I cannot save the world. I cannot help every person suffering just so that I can live. But if they would truly care about my health and stop lying then i could be a blessing for whatever time I have left on this earth.
I have lived in sin, but I am not an evildoer. If I have ever done evil it was because I was acting on an instinct to survive and/or doing something that needed to be done to change someone else's character. Only certain things get accomplished on earth by our words, by our hands, by our creative and eternal power.
And now that I need healing in my life and I am helpless and at the mercy of human beings with limited knowledge I am scared that I'm going to die because they refuse to give what I need, when I plainly tell them.
I can't go into detail but my mother has done things to my body as a child that I now have to live with as an adult. Things that I know can be healed truly withou medication, but those closest to me in relationship and distance refuse to lift a hand, refuse to help.
I cannot save the world. I cannot help every person suffering just so that I can live. But if they would truly care about my health and stop lying then i could be a blessing for whatever time I have left on this earth.