Have things gotten any better Deezybee? I assure you that the Lord does hear you.
"He reached down from heaven and rescued me; He drew me out of deep waters." - Psalm 18:16
Do you have a local church body? This is something that is so essential in the life of a believer. Also, during the week it is especially encouraging to me to daily read the Bible and listen to programming that is uplifting. One way I do this is by listening to
Focus on the Family. I LOVE that the broadcasts are short, and I frequently play them while I am doing various chores around the house.
You don't have to tackle the wilderness alone, I promise you this!