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I really need prayer right now. I have been in a relationship with my fiance for almost 5 years now. We have been engaged for 2 years. We have 2 more years of engagement yet to go. We originally wanted to get married much sooner, but had extreme parental pressures on both sides to wait until college graduation. It is really getting to the point where the weight of it is crushing my spirit.
Usually I am okay with the long wait, but yesterday at church I had an experience that changed my mind. The real reason we have been able to wait so long is that we have compromised. The sermon was about lying and I just felt so much remorse for all the times I have had to lie to my parents and friends about it. I am so worried about setting a bad example for Christianity to the lost. I'm about a month away from being 21 yrs old and in my second year of college in case you were wondering.
*actually I am going to be a junior in college this year. I'm not sure if that was confusing.
Usually I am okay with the long wait, but yesterday at church I had an experience that changed my mind. The real reason we have been able to wait so long is that we have compromised. The sermon was about lying and I just felt so much remorse for all the times I have had to lie to my parents and friends about it. I am so worried about setting a bad example for Christianity to the lost. I'm about a month away from being 21 yrs old and in my second year of college in case you were wondering.
*actually I am going to be a junior in college this year. I'm not sure if that was confusing.
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