Hey Shebear - Yeah, marriage can sometimes turn for the better or the worse all depending on whether God is the Center of Both your lives - about 5 months ago, my husband and I stood on the verge of divorce, now going back 11 years of marriage, we lost each other after the first 3. Life became too busy, we had kids, we had things we wanted, we needed time for ourselves - before we knew it, we were simply "room mates" sharing in the responsibility of children. My love I had for my husband on the day we said our Vows was practically non existent. Everything he did and said irritated me, but I was the patient one, keeping it all tucked inside. He on the other hand was not worried to say exactly what he wanted, and at times degraded and made me feel totally worthless. So what happened 5 months ago? I made a mistake - temptation can so easily get a hold of you when you've given up on Hope and God. Needless to say I saw the error of my ways, and by the Grace of God my Husband also saw the error of his ways - we both made the choice to stop running away from one another but to run towards one goal. LOVE.
a. Love God first and foremost.
b. Love each other unconditionally (even when he picks his nose or farts in the lounge)
c. Love our children and teach them in God's way, set an example.
See the focal point here was to LOVE God first.
I can simply tell you - I was not totally at fault here, I was a broken woman with a broken past. But it took a change from ME to change my marriage. It's always so easy for us to point fingers and put blame on the other one, which is probably rightly so. But the smallest change you can make, consider it. If you never used to make him coffee, make him a cup. Show him that YOU are trying. Most importantly SEEK GOD in this.
Our Heavenly Father, we come to you with our heads bowed humbly in reverence and adoration to who you are. Jesus I pray that you will intervene in Shebear's marriage and that you will reconstruct the institution of it, not as it is set by man with the laws and regulations of man, but as it is set by you Father. The vow they said to one another when they got married was a promise not to each other, but a promise to YOU, in the presence of the heavenly hosts, and severing such a vow is like tearing at the tapestry of love. I pray for guidance, patience, kindness, I pray that any jealousy and pride that may have found root in this marriage to be removed by your power. We pray this in your almighty name. Amen.