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Okay ..... so this is a little bit of a story along with a request... Im Jess, im 21. i feel heartless. like when people say " im heartless" they usually mean there cold, or numb. .. well like spiritually I feel like im incabable of loving anymore. I know... crazy right? ive never heard of that being capable... i was saved at a young age.. ive been opressed. went down the wrong roads.. met guys i should of never considered dating.. i use to have a huge heart, for God and for people. I dont even feel alive anymore. Something happened to me some where down the road. something went wrong.. Im also havng Physical heart problems.. lets be honest guys, who can live without love? love is what keeps us motivated... feeling alive.. feeling God's love.. forgive me for being so blunt.. Christians, please... interseed for me.. plesase lift me up in prayer... I dont have many christians in my life right now.. ive severed and broke so many relationships.. due to drugs and alcahol and selifshness. and using people .. I strayed so far... <3 Prayer is so powerfull.
 
Praying for your heart problems and that you may be filled with love, Jess! I've felt similar feelings after losing my ex...feeling incapable of loving again. I felt pretty empty. Then I started reading God's word more, and as I got closer to knowing God, it really filled me with love that comes from God. Spend a lot of time getting to know Him and I know you'll see a huge change for the good :)

"I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord&#8217;s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge&#8212;that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God"
Ephesians 3:17-19
 
Praying and praising Jesus for giving you a new heart and renewed walk with Him. :)

Hugs and God bless
pickles
 
Abba, I speak to You about your beloved Jess. &#9829;
Thank You for preserving her life in all the ways she's travelled.
Thank You for bringing her here to be part of our family at CC.
Lord, please heal her physical heart; let there be no health problems due to it.
And, Lord, most merciful and gracious Father, take Your little one in hand
and restore her to Yourself. Encourage her to seek You and Your Kingdom first.
Give her strength to look for You especially when she doesn't feel like it.
Show her what is true, and give her grace to believe it.
Thank You that she sees she does not want to conform to our culture, but
rather to be conformed to the image of Jesus. &#9829;
Bless Jess, Abba, with all good things You have planned for her,
in Jesus' loving Name, amen.

Jess, dear child! I just read something you wrote to someone else, full of love and compassion!
I say that to encourage you, and to show you that you are, indeed, blessed with a heart of love! :)
Of course, we all can, in Godly hope, look to the Lord to increase our love for others, and for your shining example of that I thank you, dear one.
But, IMHO, you're well on your way.

love,
ellie
 
When I read your post, these verses came to mind.
May God love break through you like the morning sun!
In Jesus Name , Amen

Phil 1:9 & 10
And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight,
so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ,

Isaiah 58:8
Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.

1 Thess 5:23 & 24
23 May God himself, the God of peace,http://www.biblestudytools.com/1-th...-thessalonians+5:23-24#cr-descriptionAnchor-1 sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soulhttp://www.biblestudytools.com/1-th...-thessalonians+5:23-24#cr-descriptionAnchor-2 and body be kept blamelesshttp://www.biblestudytools.com/1-th...-thessalonians+5:23-24#cr-descriptionAnchor-3 at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.http://www.biblestudytools.com/1-th...-thessalonians+5:23-24#cr-descriptionAnchor-424 The one who callshttp://www.biblestudytools.com/1-th...-thessalonians+5:23-24#cr-descriptionAnchor-5 you is faithfulhttp://www.biblestudytools.com/1-th...-thessalonians+5:23-24#cr-descriptionAnchor-6 and he will do it.

 
It takes time to come back. If you (knowingly or not) ignore or suppress your feelings they will sometimes "fade", and (at least from my experience), trying to suppress one feeling makes them all go into hibernation. It does not mean you are heartless, if you were, you would not be here asking us to pray about it.

From Psalm 51
Create in me a pure heart, O God,
and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence
or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
 
That you want to change is the start sweetie, that you feel God tugging on your heart means that He has began beautiful work inside of you. The good amazing fact about our God is that He always always always stands there with His arms open waiting for us to run back into them. No matter how far we fall He is there always always always by our sides. He is patient and gentle and loving and He has cried for your pain because of the eternal love He has for you. You know that feeling that something went wrong is probably God saying "HEY, this is the wrong way, come back to me my child" and something beautiful will probably come out of that feeling so take heart that our Lord can bring beauty and peace to every situation. If you belong to Him you are only lost and to me from this thread it looks like He is starting to lead you home. Have Hope that our Lord will heal your every hurt and that He will bring you His peace and His healing.
 
Father God of love, mercy and grace, help Jess open her heart again I pray that as you work in her heart and she surrenders to you that you remove the pain and resentment of a heart torn in two. Help her learn to be strong in you and that when we try to handle the pain alone it always comes back because it stays just under the surface . Help her let it go and start living the life you have for her. Help her to cry the tears that she has held back. Let her know the tears are not a weakness but a sign of the love and the start of healing. In Yeshua&#8217;s holy name I pray amen.


KUTLESS - What Faith Can Do lyrics

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think its more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can!

I've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise
 
yeah its really not fun, thank you so much for your message and your prayers!! :)