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i wont evan born for the first part of my brothars life but basicaly he was a normal kid and he did wel at schol and he was propar smart and evaryfing and wen i was born wen he was 8 and he loved me loads and hed always make up games for us play and wen mom left wen he was 12 he sorta made it his job to look afar me but then he got sik and he was daignosed wit cancer at 13 and he kept getin relly sik and we cudnt play our games as much but he stil loved to spend time wit me so wed talk and tel storys and stuf like that and he tawt me loads and he started to get beter but then he got relly sik agen wen he was 15 and it was worse then befor and he hada stay at hospatol for ages and wen he came out he stoped wantin to spend time wit me and one day he tryed to kil himselv but he cudnt do it and wen i came home from schol he was ther wit a nife and he put it down and huged me and told me he dont evar wana hurt me and then fings started bein how they were befor and it was goin ok but wen he was 17 he got relly sik agen and he had a look in his eyes like he new it was soon and he acepted it and then he was gone. 4yrs ago today it hapend. i mis him so much. i mis him evary single day and i swere to god that by the end of my life im gona hav made him proud and im gona live this life best as i can for him. i love u riley ur the only resun y i stil got hope ur the best brothar i cud evar hav and evan death cant stop u caring bout me rite
