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been have quite time with my lord, iv been trying to do more often, im really bad for not spending quite time praying or readying the bible, guess i was always scared on what he would tell me or talk to me about or if i dint hear from him at all, but today we have been close and iv needed that, i havent felt like iv heard god for many years, but iv sat down here i felt compassion for people i dont know and upset about how they are felling right now so i had to pray for them and god gave me pitchurs. it felt really good to share them with the people, like i was doing something important. which makes me think alot of the time im praying for myself for selfish things. because i dont like being prayed for, sounds very silly, but i feel weak. i just wanted to thank god for our time together, made me want to be close to him more often, i want to hear what he has to say. think i feel like a lost corse most of the time, but next time i feel like that i will know thats not true. i listen to the devils words far to much... today iv being going on what gifts god has given me that iv taken for granted. i would like more though, i want the gift of wisdom, i dont think im very wise, so if anyone reads this you could pray for me to be wise please.
