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WARNING: If it sucks then it is for good reason, it was the second thing I wrote, when I was 17 years old. I've gotten better.
It is based off a lot of my own experiences mixed with those of close friends. Anyways give me your honest opinions...but don't have to be mean with it.
My Life Of Self Destruction:
Left to fend for my own
A young girl with nowhere to go
With no one around
A blade to my wrist
The pain I seem to deserve
This body no one cares about
The blood flowing from my arm
As the tears flow from my eyes as I stare
I wish for a way out
Razor blades my punishment
For who I have become
A fear for life
Yet still a fear of death
The numbness I feel in my brain
The only reminder I’m still alive is my pain
An outcast born to suffer
One year after the other
I am you see
The essence of social disabilities
A menace to society
The urge to end it all
I wish for the death that never comes
As I breathe in the only thing that numbs
The thin white line
The only thing that makes me feel fine
My head in the clouds
The pain seems so far away
Such a temporary escape
This self destruction is the way of my life
Every bite I take
The enjoyment I fake
To keep them off my back
Searching for the love I feel I lack
Maybe one more time
I will be fine
The lie fed to me my whole life
Slowly killing me
Excusing myself one more time
To rid my body of this crime
Please God
Oh God,
I cannot take this
Pull me out of the darkness that surrounds me
Please god help me to see
The love I know you have for me!
Reach your hand down into the pits of hell
And rescue me from this jail
It is based off a lot of my own experiences mixed with those of close friends. Anyways give me your honest opinions...but don't have to be mean with it.
My Life Of Self Destruction:
Left to fend for my own
A young girl with nowhere to go
With no one around
A blade to my wrist
The pain I seem to deserve
This body no one cares about
The blood flowing from my arm
As the tears flow from my eyes as I stare
I wish for a way out
Razor blades my punishment
For who I have become
A fear for life
Yet still a fear of death
The numbness I feel in my brain
The only reminder I’m still alive is my pain
An outcast born to suffer
One year after the other
I am you see
The essence of social disabilities
A menace to society
The urge to end it all
I wish for the death that never comes
As I breathe in the only thing that numbs
The thin white line
The only thing that makes me feel fine
My head in the clouds
The pain seems so far away
Such a temporary escape
This self destruction is the way of my life
Every bite I take
The enjoyment I fake
To keep them off my back
Searching for the love I feel I lack
Maybe one more time
I will be fine
The lie fed to me my whole life
Slowly killing me
Excusing myself one more time
To rid my body of this crime
Please God
Oh God,
I cannot take this
Pull me out of the darkness that surrounds me
Please god help me to see
The love I know you have for me!
Reach your hand down into the pits of hell
And rescue me from this jail
