J
So around March last year, I lost the best things that could have ever happened to me. My friends. They didn't want to trust me anymore because of some project. So I tried talking to them about it, they turned it into a whole different issue saying that everything I say was a lie and how I can't be trusted because nothing I say is true. I was devastated. I became depressed and soon tried to do some things that I regret.. Then around July, I was given a blessing from above. Angel and I became best friends and she got me to talk to other people, make new friends. I was so happy, I didn't even realized that I was getting better. Then in August something happened. I was with a whole bunch of people and they were talking about some stuff that made me feel uncomfortable. Yes, they were talking about God and christianity. I felt like I was going to have an anxiety attack or something. Then that night, Angel stayed the night and we talked and talked till 5 in the morning. We talked about everything. And I mean everything. I loved being with her. She even talked to me about becoming a christian. Now here's the thing, I didn't even know why I was against the whole thing, I felt like I was confused so I wasn't going to try to learn it or something. I was like this for about two years. But something that night clicked. I had an amazing time and on August 15 I accepted Jesus into my heart. I can't even describe how I felt that night, I was so overwhelmed with happiness and relief. Since then, I have become a strong christian and I'm still learning and becoming stronger everyday. With God watching over me, and my friends by my side, nothing can bring me down.. I feel like I'm on top of the world.
