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Brighthouse
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Mark 5:19-But he said to him" Go HOME to thy friends, and tell them,what great things the Lord has done for thee,and has had compassion on thee!"My brothers and sisters in Christ,this is why I am the way I am today! I was born on a very cold November Day the 4th,1953 to two parents in Detroit Michigan. Now to understand the good,one must first look at how bad things were. Many of you have a greater horror story you could tell!
I do not wish to go into a whole lot of the bad,you are all very smart,and can figure out just how bad it must have been. My Father on earth was an ex Marine,he fought on WWII,he had a hard life with his Father,and after the War he became a Police Officer. I grew up in many would call the hood. Blacks and whites never mixing well together.
They had there area of turf we had ours,and no one was allowed to cross to either side!! FOR ANY!! reason! Needless to say,I hated, because I was taught to hate. I lived on a block full of Italians, they were all catholic,I was the only Lutheran ( by name only!!) They were all right handed,I was the only left handed man on the whole street,so fighting was a great part of my life!
On the Street, I was feared,my goal was to be just that! But I was also respected as well by both parties.That is because I did not lie.If i told you I would meet you at a certain place at a certain time,I would be there!! And by God you better be as well!
Because with me you only got one chance! Because my father was also a drunk,and hit my mom as well,my hatred for him grew over the years,likewise, I grew to become even more feared because I had no right no wrong,things were as I wanted them to be! Period!
Sure I lost many fights, but won many as well,and the point that all feared is that I was willing to fight,any way you wanted the fight to go! I was taught that to be afraid only made matters worse for the person.I believed that! I would take a beating mostly everyday from my dad,who knew what I was doing on the streets,at times I made more money then he did!! LOl He was not happy!!
He knew how I got the money! And he wanted to know who I was working for,and what I was selling.LOL You have to be kidding!! Tell him??HA!! The more he beat me,the meaner I became,so much so, that at the age of 16, I decided that his beating were going to stop!
My mom was worried,and she had good reason to worry,I treated her like I would anyone on the street,no better,no worse! My dad had his 8 or nine beers and staggered off to bed,Mom went to bed as well. I woke up got the gun from the top of the closet,where he always kept it,went in to his bedroom, very quietly,I was good at that. LOL Tuned the gun towards him next to him on his pillow.
He would wake up about 5am to go to work,I was up!! I keep a very large kitchen knife on me,in case things were to get out of hand,Trust was never a strong quality with me! He woke up in a sweat!! ODD He never did that before,and at last!! I had reached my main goal!! My own dad was now afraid of me!
He never said a word to me,except have a nice day mark,and left. 2 weeks later on a friday night,my brother was babysitting for woman,and my dad had a massive heart attack and died right in his favorite chair. Mom came a running,Mark, mark something has happened to your father please come home and see!
I thought well as long as you are ok, that is all that mattered to me! I went,saw him slung over, he gave one last breath,and he was done. I called for the ambulance,they arrived very fast,as all knew he was a cop. He was gone. Thank God!!
I took care of the family better then he did anyway! He was no longer needed anymore by me,or by my mother,although she did not look at it this way at all. She cried,I did my best to comfort her,but she knew! After the funeral was over she asked me a question. Mark you did not love your dad did you?
LOL Edith bunker!! That was my Mom!! Mom why would ask such a stupid question like that to me?? I got slapped.I deserved it! I said feel better now? She went off in tears to the bedroom to cry some more. Later at his grave site I did what he said I would do,I took my mom and brother to the car,came back to the graveside and went number one on it.
I was called by the Detroit tigers baseball team to try out with them!! WOW!! Very cool!! 2 days after this i got drafted to go to where?? Vietnam?? Are you kidding?? I did my very best to get out of this,but could not,now!! I am really upset!
I had to tell the Detroit Tigers I could not try out because I just got drafted!! I was ordered in the Navy,great lakes boot camp.I had a wild party the night before,I do not even remember getting on the bus! Long Story short,I punched out the D.I.( drill instructor) because he put his hands on me! I never liked to be touched.LOL I was arrested and taken to the brig,or jail as you would call it.
3 days later I went up before the captain of the base,only to have this stopped!! I was taken to a special room,were 3 guys were waiting for me. Schmidt,you had high test scores on some areas,we would like to go over with you,I see by your file that you seem to really be able to handle a gun.
You got into some trouble on the streets I noticed. POINT??? You are going to serve 4 weeks here,then you are going to Clark Air Force Base P.I. You have been recommended for Seal training there. Behave yourself, or you will be a very sorry sailor!! I was already sorry!! LOL
As mean as I was,I would learn how to become even meaner! THERE WAY! I became a sniper, code name for me was whispers! We started out with about 80 ah top men they said! By the 3rd day of training we were done to 30,and after a week down to about 24. Finally training was over, I made it!
I was just to mean not to make it is all!! LOl I had a lot of practice you know! I took my beating with 5 and a half inch fire hoses,put in a hot box for 3 days,almost drowned in water,beaten like a step child! I was so mad!! I just keep coming for more!! Is this the best you guys can do?LOL Stupid remark!!
I ended up in the hospital for 3 days after that! But i learned! Finally I am now a war machine!! Ready to kill anything that moved! And really wanted to as well! I never got over losing my dream of being a professional Baseball Player! And it was time, legally now!! for some pay back!
Needless to say,i was a very EVIL!!!! Man!! Most have no idea what evil means! Until they become it! I got out of the service,and now I ,yes me?? had to take on a job?? Are you kidding?? I think the longest job I had was a security job, for about 2 years!! Hey that was real long for me!
I took good care of my mom all this time of course! She was really all I had other then my gay brother,who I did not speak to much at all! I never cared for soft people! Some in the security field had heard of some of the things I did in the field of Vietnam,so I got some body Guard work from different clients. Ah no, they were not nice people either. lol So I fit right in! Things went ok for a while met this beautiful girl, who was a playboy model,she wanted us to get married.ME??
After 2 years of stalling her,I left. her father was a jewish,and used to getting his own way, he owned 3 stores as well.Ah no! Moved back in with mom for a while,but this did not last long either,I treated her like some slave! Never hitting her of course,but my words could cut deep!
I woke up, as she went to work,with a note saying goodby son,I cannot take you anymore,here is 20 dollars good luck.LOL I saw my sea bag next to the note,I knew she was not kidding!! My brother took me out to I75 and I started my journey towards Florida, I knew it was warm there. NOW!! My new life was to begin!!
I never waited longer then 15 min for any ride!! I got to the state of Ohio in 2 hours,when I got dropped off,a guy who was a pastor picked me up.OH NO!! He started telling me about Jesus of course!! HOLD IT!! HOLD!!!!!!! IT!!!!!!!! I pulled my large knife from me put it to his throat, and said let me off her,or shut the ahem well up!
He said I am not afraid of you!! WHAT?? I have Jesus in me,who is in you the devil?? WHAT!! I am a pastor at a college,in Williamsburg Kentucky,that is where I am heading,now do you want to ride or walk? ah is he talking to me??
I looked behind me for a moment!! LOL Hey!! you have some guts!! I will ride with you then! I put my knife away,and he remained silent for about 4 hours.Then said hey bro are you hungry? Yea but I have little money,so if we could just stop at a market that would be cool.Well I am very hungry he said,how about if I buy you lunch!
Again I really did look behind me! Yea I am talking to you! Ah ok??Now I am wondering what this guy has in mind!! What is the deal here? we ate and he began to talk to me,and I him,I told him my story,he listened??ODD Then he said well if you want to you can stay at the College for 3 days,class will be starting in about 2 weeks,I will make all the arrangements for you. HUMM.
Well I really did not have anything better to do! So i said ok, I will take you up on that. His words were as good as he was,I stayed in the dorm room,and later was visited, by who I was to know as a true disciple of Jesus Christ! Hi my name is Darrell Wilson, but folks just call me woody! I am on the Golf team here,and they asked me if I would room with you. I don't care help yourself! He got unpacked,then took out this huge Bible!! a scolfield I think! Are you a believer he asked,me??I believe in me,that is about it!
Oh ok. must be sad to believe in yourself!! I get by!!! oh ok. Now he is reading the word,for like 4 hours!! I am just laying in my bed watching this guy! Now he finally gets done,i figure he is going to leave,but NO!!!!! Now he goes by his bed to pray!! WHAT!! Oh well. I went to sleep for about 2 hours and when I wake up to get some chow,he is still on the same spot praying!!
I scratched my head went to chow, came back,yep!! He is still praying!! As I entered the room,I felt the energy around me,the place was electric! WOW!! What is this guy doing!! I registered at the College, got some classes, and things went on this way for a while. He did the same thing every night!
I put dirt in his bed,I put dirt in his shoes,I tested him sorrly in every way!! He just had this stupid grin all the time,Oh praise the Lord for the day!! Oh praise the Lord for this and that! One night at about 1am a knock was on the door,hey Woody would you pray for me I sprained my arm real bad and have to pitch tomorrow!
Would you pray for me,some of the guys have said Jesus works through you to heal people! WHAT?? I pretended to be asleep,they went to praying,I heard this very loud snap!! WOODY!!!! Jesus healed me!! Now it is 1:30am in the morning folks!! They are jumping around the dorm room as if they won the lotto!! HEY HEY!!! I said, I am trying to get some sleep!! Oh Mark isn't wonderful!! Jesus healed me!!
Yea just great go yell someplace else will ya? Now the next day this guy is pitching,i went to see!! WELL!! wouldn't you??LOL He pitched a 6 hitter that night! I went back to the dorm room,I felt this unbelievable power in the room!! wow! What is this?? tears from MY EYES!!
What is going on here?? I hear steps!! Woody is coming back!! quick, go hid in the mop closet!! I did,mop bucket was empty, so I turned in over, and sat down,and could not stop crying!! I never had anything happen to me like this in my whole life!! I heard Woody click the key and go inside the room,I had my hand over my mouth! I was sobbing so hard!
And then a light entered my room blinding me! "I have found my lost lamb!" I went out! fell backwards to the ground,hit my head on the door which opened it,and there standing there laughting was Woody! I would ask you what you are doing mark, but Holy Spirit already told me!! He has found his lost lamb! My eyes are so red,I can barely speak! How did you know that is what was told me Woody?
Did you say this outside my door? No brother Jesus did! JESUS DID?? Now I come back into the dorm room,I am spent! I have fought for ever so long to control my own life,and now look at me! He had already called his Pastor,time now 8:30pm. Well we talked,he did mostly,I could not fight off Jesus any longer!
Because I was also involved in much occult activity,which I did not talk about,I figured what I did say was enough! I am sure you all got the picture of just how sorry I was! Now they ask do you wish to receive Jesus? HOW?? Do you know what I have done in my life??Do you know how many I have killed!! Some for NO REASON!!
Why would Jesus Christ want anything to do with someone as horrible as me!! They began to take me in the Bible, to show me. BUT!! Then to another place,yea but!! and then to another place!! For 3 hours!! I was looking at men,but I was hearing Jesus through these men!
Straight from his Word! You my friend are out of excuses! But I cannot pray guys!! My words come out backwards! IC!!!! You may have a spirit as well! a WHAT?? Again taking me through the Word! Jesus is here right now,will you let him take up his little lost lamb?? My God the tears again!! I never cry!!
If Jesus will have me,I will serve him the rest of my days! They started commanding the spirit in me to depart! I was about to ask them why they were doing this, when I left my body!! I was above my body now! Looking down at it! They were commanding the evil spirit to depart! ,and then a very dark shadow with great light came from the left side of me,and to my right side,I saw the side of a man who looked like I would picture Jesus to look like!
But his eyes were red as fire!! And he waved his hand towards the dark shadow and I went out. I woke up with blood on my shirt,2 of the 3 windows in the dorm room had broken out! And many were coming to see what had happened! I WAS FREE!
The pastor took the heat for the windows,many thought they had themselves broken them,but when Woody told them what had happened,they believed him! He was a very loved brother among all the people,he had great favor with dean of the College as well!
I was able to pray now. They asked me if I would receive the Holy Spirit. I asked who he was?? I did not know of Holy Spirit? They said mark this baptism is of love,many call it tongues of fire,but Jesus calls this the baptism of LOVE!! Again they took me to the Word!! Always the word,to let me see with my own 2 eyes,the truth that sets every man,and every women free!
I said if Jesus wishes me to have this, I will receive this well. I began to pray,they were praying in an unknown language, I thought wow they are really smart,I wonder what language they are speaking?? The pastor said just speak in Faith the words that are being recorded in your mind. As my eyes were closed lighting bolts we forming words in my mind,I did not understand them?
So I began as the pastor said to sound them out as best I could. BANG!!!!! For a hour, I went off in this new language,Then in English the pastor spoke these words to me!!" "behold I was dead,and am alive forever more amen!
That which was dead has risen,even as I myself have risen you from you own death,arise my disciple,and follow after me! "Much more happened to me after this my brothers and sisters!!MUCH MORE! But You would fall asleep reading if I wrote down everything!! I am no better then any of you!! I never have been!!! I never will be!! but what i am is a true disciple of God's Holy Word!
So in the chat room, when you see I bring up scripture, it is never to boast in myself!! God forbid that ever!! Jesus saved me!! And Jesus used his very Word to do this to me!! I can do nothing!! apart from Jesus in me! That is why I show his very Word, as much as I can. Because not one man or woman in any part of the different chat rooms can save anyone! Only Jesus through his Word can do such a great miracle! I am proof, of his true Miracle!! The very first scripture Jesus gave me to confirm to me what all had happened, is this. Isaiah 41:9-13!!!) May His WORD!! COMFORT and encourage each and everyone of you to do as I do. Follow Jesus!! Blessing to you all for reading this!! Thanks all!
I do not wish to go into a whole lot of the bad,you are all very smart,and can figure out just how bad it must have been. My Father on earth was an ex Marine,he fought on WWII,he had a hard life with his Father,and after the War he became a Police Officer. I grew up in many would call the hood. Blacks and whites never mixing well together.
They had there area of turf we had ours,and no one was allowed to cross to either side!! FOR ANY!! reason! Needless to say,I hated, because I was taught to hate. I lived on a block full of Italians, they were all catholic,I was the only Lutheran ( by name only!!) They were all right handed,I was the only left handed man on the whole street,so fighting was a great part of my life!
On the Street, I was feared,my goal was to be just that! But I was also respected as well by both parties.That is because I did not lie.If i told you I would meet you at a certain place at a certain time,I would be there!! And by God you better be as well!
Because with me you only got one chance! Because my father was also a drunk,and hit my mom as well,my hatred for him grew over the years,likewise, I grew to become even more feared because I had no right no wrong,things were as I wanted them to be! Period!
Sure I lost many fights, but won many as well,and the point that all feared is that I was willing to fight,any way you wanted the fight to go! I was taught that to be afraid only made matters worse for the person.I believed that! I would take a beating mostly everyday from my dad,who knew what I was doing on the streets,at times I made more money then he did!! LOl He was not happy!!
He knew how I got the money! And he wanted to know who I was working for,and what I was selling.LOL You have to be kidding!! Tell him??HA!! The more he beat me,the meaner I became,so much so, that at the age of 16, I decided that his beating were going to stop!
My mom was worried,and she had good reason to worry,I treated her like I would anyone on the street,no better,no worse! My dad had his 8 or nine beers and staggered off to bed,Mom went to bed as well. I woke up got the gun from the top of the closet,where he always kept it,went in to his bedroom, very quietly,I was good at that. LOL Tuned the gun towards him next to him on his pillow.
He would wake up about 5am to go to work,I was up!! I keep a very large kitchen knife on me,in case things were to get out of hand,Trust was never a strong quality with me! He woke up in a sweat!! ODD He never did that before,and at last!! I had reached my main goal!! My own dad was now afraid of me!
He never said a word to me,except have a nice day mark,and left. 2 weeks later on a friday night,my brother was babysitting for woman,and my dad had a massive heart attack and died right in his favorite chair. Mom came a running,Mark, mark something has happened to your father please come home and see!
I thought well as long as you are ok, that is all that mattered to me! I went,saw him slung over, he gave one last breath,and he was done. I called for the ambulance,they arrived very fast,as all knew he was a cop. He was gone. Thank God!!
I took care of the family better then he did anyway! He was no longer needed anymore by me,or by my mother,although she did not look at it this way at all. She cried,I did my best to comfort her,but she knew! After the funeral was over she asked me a question. Mark you did not love your dad did you?
LOL Edith bunker!! That was my Mom!! Mom why would ask such a stupid question like that to me?? I got slapped.I deserved it! I said feel better now? She went off in tears to the bedroom to cry some more. Later at his grave site I did what he said I would do,I took my mom and brother to the car,came back to the graveside and went number one on it.
I was called by the Detroit tigers baseball team to try out with them!! WOW!! Very cool!! 2 days after this i got drafted to go to where?? Vietnam?? Are you kidding?? I did my very best to get out of this,but could not,now!! I am really upset!
I had to tell the Detroit Tigers I could not try out because I just got drafted!! I was ordered in the Navy,great lakes boot camp.I had a wild party the night before,I do not even remember getting on the bus! Long Story short,I punched out the D.I.( drill instructor) because he put his hands on me! I never liked to be touched.LOL I was arrested and taken to the brig,or jail as you would call it.
3 days later I went up before the captain of the base,only to have this stopped!! I was taken to a special room,were 3 guys were waiting for me. Schmidt,you had high test scores on some areas,we would like to go over with you,I see by your file that you seem to really be able to handle a gun.
You got into some trouble on the streets I noticed. POINT??? You are going to serve 4 weeks here,then you are going to Clark Air Force Base P.I. You have been recommended for Seal training there. Behave yourself, or you will be a very sorry sailor!! I was already sorry!! LOL
As mean as I was,I would learn how to become even meaner! THERE WAY! I became a sniper, code name for me was whispers! We started out with about 80 ah top men they said! By the 3rd day of training we were done to 30,and after a week down to about 24. Finally training was over, I made it!
I was just to mean not to make it is all!! LOl I had a lot of practice you know! I took my beating with 5 and a half inch fire hoses,put in a hot box for 3 days,almost drowned in water,beaten like a step child! I was so mad!! I just keep coming for more!! Is this the best you guys can do?LOL Stupid remark!!
I ended up in the hospital for 3 days after that! But i learned! Finally I am now a war machine!! Ready to kill anything that moved! And really wanted to as well! I never got over losing my dream of being a professional Baseball Player! And it was time, legally now!! for some pay back!
Needless to say,i was a very EVIL!!!! Man!! Most have no idea what evil means! Until they become it! I got out of the service,and now I ,yes me?? had to take on a job?? Are you kidding?? I think the longest job I had was a security job, for about 2 years!! Hey that was real long for me!
I took good care of my mom all this time of course! She was really all I had other then my gay brother,who I did not speak to much at all! I never cared for soft people! Some in the security field had heard of some of the things I did in the field of Vietnam,so I got some body Guard work from different clients. Ah no, they were not nice people either. lol So I fit right in! Things went ok for a while met this beautiful girl, who was a playboy model,she wanted us to get married.ME??
After 2 years of stalling her,I left. her father was a jewish,and used to getting his own way, he owned 3 stores as well.Ah no! Moved back in with mom for a while,but this did not last long either,I treated her like some slave! Never hitting her of course,but my words could cut deep!
I woke up, as she went to work,with a note saying goodby son,I cannot take you anymore,here is 20 dollars good luck.LOL I saw my sea bag next to the note,I knew she was not kidding!! My brother took me out to I75 and I started my journey towards Florida, I knew it was warm there. NOW!! My new life was to begin!!
I never waited longer then 15 min for any ride!! I got to the state of Ohio in 2 hours,when I got dropped off,a guy who was a pastor picked me up.OH NO!! He started telling me about Jesus of course!! HOLD IT!! HOLD!!!!!!! IT!!!!!!!! I pulled my large knife from me put it to his throat, and said let me off her,or shut the ahem well up!
He said I am not afraid of you!! WHAT?? I have Jesus in me,who is in you the devil?? WHAT!! I am a pastor at a college,in Williamsburg Kentucky,that is where I am heading,now do you want to ride or walk? ah is he talking to me??
I looked behind me for a moment!! LOL Hey!! you have some guts!! I will ride with you then! I put my knife away,and he remained silent for about 4 hours.Then said hey bro are you hungry? Yea but I have little money,so if we could just stop at a market that would be cool.Well I am very hungry he said,how about if I buy you lunch!
Again I really did look behind me! Yea I am talking to you! Ah ok??Now I am wondering what this guy has in mind!! What is the deal here? we ate and he began to talk to me,and I him,I told him my story,he listened??ODD Then he said well if you want to you can stay at the College for 3 days,class will be starting in about 2 weeks,I will make all the arrangements for you. HUMM.
Well I really did not have anything better to do! So i said ok, I will take you up on that. His words were as good as he was,I stayed in the dorm room,and later was visited, by who I was to know as a true disciple of Jesus Christ! Hi my name is Darrell Wilson, but folks just call me woody! I am on the Golf team here,and they asked me if I would room with you. I don't care help yourself! He got unpacked,then took out this huge Bible!! a scolfield I think! Are you a believer he asked,me??I believe in me,that is about it!
Oh ok. must be sad to believe in yourself!! I get by!!! oh ok. Now he is reading the word,for like 4 hours!! I am just laying in my bed watching this guy! Now he finally gets done,i figure he is going to leave,but NO!!!!! Now he goes by his bed to pray!! WHAT!! Oh well. I went to sleep for about 2 hours and when I wake up to get some chow,he is still on the same spot praying!!
I scratched my head went to chow, came back,yep!! He is still praying!! As I entered the room,I felt the energy around me,the place was electric! WOW!! What is this guy doing!! I registered at the College, got some classes, and things went on this way for a while. He did the same thing every night!
I put dirt in his bed,I put dirt in his shoes,I tested him sorrly in every way!! He just had this stupid grin all the time,Oh praise the Lord for the day!! Oh praise the Lord for this and that! One night at about 1am a knock was on the door,hey Woody would you pray for me I sprained my arm real bad and have to pitch tomorrow!
Would you pray for me,some of the guys have said Jesus works through you to heal people! WHAT?? I pretended to be asleep,they went to praying,I heard this very loud snap!! WOODY!!!! Jesus healed me!! Now it is 1:30am in the morning folks!! They are jumping around the dorm room as if they won the lotto!! HEY HEY!!! I said, I am trying to get some sleep!! Oh Mark isn't wonderful!! Jesus healed me!!
Yea just great go yell someplace else will ya? Now the next day this guy is pitching,i went to see!! WELL!! wouldn't you??LOL He pitched a 6 hitter that night! I went back to the dorm room,I felt this unbelievable power in the room!! wow! What is this?? tears from MY EYES!!
What is going on here?? I hear steps!! Woody is coming back!! quick, go hid in the mop closet!! I did,mop bucket was empty, so I turned in over, and sat down,and could not stop crying!! I never had anything happen to me like this in my whole life!! I heard Woody click the key and go inside the room,I had my hand over my mouth! I was sobbing so hard!
And then a light entered my room blinding me! "I have found my lost lamb!" I went out! fell backwards to the ground,hit my head on the door which opened it,and there standing there laughting was Woody! I would ask you what you are doing mark, but Holy Spirit already told me!! He has found his lost lamb! My eyes are so red,I can barely speak! How did you know that is what was told me Woody?
Did you say this outside my door? No brother Jesus did! JESUS DID?? Now I come back into the dorm room,I am spent! I have fought for ever so long to control my own life,and now look at me! He had already called his Pastor,time now 8:30pm. Well we talked,he did mostly,I could not fight off Jesus any longer!
Because I was also involved in much occult activity,which I did not talk about,I figured what I did say was enough! I am sure you all got the picture of just how sorry I was! Now they ask do you wish to receive Jesus? HOW?? Do you know what I have done in my life??Do you know how many I have killed!! Some for NO REASON!!
Why would Jesus Christ want anything to do with someone as horrible as me!! They began to take me in the Bible, to show me. BUT!! Then to another place,yea but!! and then to another place!! For 3 hours!! I was looking at men,but I was hearing Jesus through these men!
Straight from his Word! You my friend are out of excuses! But I cannot pray guys!! My words come out backwards! IC!!!! You may have a spirit as well! a WHAT?? Again taking me through the Word! Jesus is here right now,will you let him take up his little lost lamb?? My God the tears again!! I never cry!!
If Jesus will have me,I will serve him the rest of my days! They started commanding the spirit in me to depart! I was about to ask them why they were doing this, when I left my body!! I was above my body now! Looking down at it! They were commanding the evil spirit to depart! ,and then a very dark shadow with great light came from the left side of me,and to my right side,I saw the side of a man who looked like I would picture Jesus to look like!
But his eyes were red as fire!! And he waved his hand towards the dark shadow and I went out. I woke up with blood on my shirt,2 of the 3 windows in the dorm room had broken out! And many were coming to see what had happened! I WAS FREE!
The pastor took the heat for the windows,many thought they had themselves broken them,but when Woody told them what had happened,they believed him! He was a very loved brother among all the people,he had great favor with dean of the College as well!
I was able to pray now. They asked me if I would receive the Holy Spirit. I asked who he was?? I did not know of Holy Spirit? They said mark this baptism is of love,many call it tongues of fire,but Jesus calls this the baptism of LOVE!! Again they took me to the Word!! Always the word,to let me see with my own 2 eyes,the truth that sets every man,and every women free!
I said if Jesus wishes me to have this, I will receive this well. I began to pray,they were praying in an unknown language, I thought wow they are really smart,I wonder what language they are speaking?? The pastor said just speak in Faith the words that are being recorded in your mind. As my eyes were closed lighting bolts we forming words in my mind,I did not understand them?
So I began as the pastor said to sound them out as best I could. BANG!!!!! For a hour, I went off in this new language,Then in English the pastor spoke these words to me!!" "behold I was dead,and am alive forever more amen!
That which was dead has risen,even as I myself have risen you from you own death,arise my disciple,and follow after me! "Much more happened to me after this my brothers and sisters!!MUCH MORE! But You would fall asleep reading if I wrote down everything!! I am no better then any of you!! I never have been!!! I never will be!! but what i am is a true disciple of God's Holy Word!
So in the chat room, when you see I bring up scripture, it is never to boast in myself!! God forbid that ever!! Jesus saved me!! And Jesus used his very Word to do this to me!! I can do nothing!! apart from Jesus in me! That is why I show his very Word, as much as I can. Because not one man or woman in any part of the different chat rooms can save anyone! Only Jesus through his Word can do such a great miracle! I am proof, of his true Miracle!! The very first scripture Jesus gave me to confirm to me what all had happened, is this. Isaiah 41:9-13!!!) May His WORD!! COMFORT and encourage each and everyone of you to do as I do. Follow Jesus!! Blessing to you all for reading this!! Thanks all!