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bluebird895
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so I saw this forum and decided that I wanted to share my testimony, so I guess this is it:
I was raised in a christian family, I went to Holiday bible clubs, children's meetings and various Christian events, and that was my life for the next few years, after a few years I went to a summer camp, there was a leader there, the way he talked about God to the children, it was...mind blowing he actually had a relationship with God! not because he had to but because he wanted to, that night I wanted to give my lifer to God, but after thought I said to myself " you're young yet, God can wait", then a year or two later, My parents decided to get a caravan, those years at the caravan sight, I fell away from God didn't go to church, and turned my back on God, a year later my Father told my family that he was taking a job in New Zealand, so he went out first and we were to go out after a while, but after a few months, my mum told me that my father was having an affair with another woman and that he was divorcing her, when that happened I started blaming God for all my problems, this continued for a while, then my sister asked me to come with her to a christian event over the summer, called New Horizon, during that week there was a concert, that night I sang my heart out, I don't know why I just did, when I went home that night (very late
) I cried myself to sleep, God had burdened me to accept him that night, and when I did I was so happy, ever since then (about a year ago) I have tried to serve God with everything I have but at times I have struggled but by the grace of God I'll get there 
so there it is I guess thanks for taking the time to read this
I was raised in a christian family, I went to Holiday bible clubs, children's meetings and various Christian events, and that was my life for the next few years, after a few years I went to a summer camp, there was a leader there, the way he talked about God to the children, it was...mind blowing he actually had a relationship with God! not because he had to but because he wanted to, that night I wanted to give my lifer to God, but after thought I said to myself " you're young yet, God can wait", then a year or two later, My parents decided to get a caravan, those years at the caravan sight, I fell away from God didn't go to church, and turned my back on God, a year later my Father told my family that he was taking a job in New Zealand, so he went out first and we were to go out after a while, but after a few months, my mum told me that my father was having an affair with another woman and that he was divorcing her, when that happened I started blaming God for all my problems, this continued for a while, then my sister asked me to come with her to a christian event over the summer, called New Horizon, during that week there was a concert, that night I sang my heart out, I don't know why I just did, when I went home that night (very late
) I cried myself to sleep, God had burdened me to accept him that night, and when I did I was so happy, ever since then (about a year ago) I have tried to serve God with everything I have but at times I have struggled but by the grace of God I'll get there so there it is I guess
thanks for taking the time to read this 
but after that week it totally changed my life, now I'm not saying that I don't have my moments but I like to think I'm doing well