This may seem more a testamony, but it is a witness as well.
Most important is how it was in the scriptures that I was brought to this.
Im not sure if I will be able to do justice to what God Our Father has done for me, and desires to do for everyone of his children. Im sure that many know this already, I will say I thought I did as well.
But we all know that the love of God Our Father is so great that it would take an eternity to know.
Anyway to the subject at hand.
I have always struggleld with being able to see why I am loved. Or if, or is it my deeds, works, aviodence of sin. Well Im sure all here have faced this, or still do.
My prayer every night has been Father I pray that one day I will love you not just in word but in deed and truth, always praying that one day I will be what he desires me to be.
I spent my life trying to be worth loving, yet broken because I wondered why I could not be loved as I am.
I knew scripture said that Jesus died for our sins and That God Our Father loves us , yet I continually struggled with all scripture that spoke to what we need to do, or not do. Thus still stuck on what must I do to be loved.
Last night in prayer I struggled with this again, but it was so great a weight that I felt flattened and broken in it.
I asked God Our Father that why must there always be reqirements for love, I angrily said Father, you even ask that we must die to ourselves in order to know you and your love.
It broke everything in me as I struggled with this, feeling betrayed, used.
But even though I hated that this is asked of us I submitted, trusting even though I felt totally destroyed by God Our Father request, trusting that what I understood was not what the message of Jesus is.
As I lay there... God Our Father began to show me, to pull my hands from my eyes again.
...........then I saw naked, the garden of eden naked..........
before Adam and Eve sinned, they were naked and knew not of sin.
Move forward to Jesus, our pictures always show some covering , but Jesus was naked on the cross.
He paid the price.
Then to what Jesus asks of us, deny our very selves to know him. Naked again.
Now I have always seen that it is all about sacrifice, all about the sin that convicts us, all about our works, all about what we must give up, fitting through the eye of the needle.
We can carry nothing with us when we come to God.
Again naked.
Then God Our Father through his Holy Spirit pulled the last few fingers from my eyes.
And I was able to see why being naked is so important.
Because he loves us compleatly naked. Not because of works, not denyed because of sin, thankyou Jesus! Because he wanted me to know that I am loved naked.
not denyed because of sin, not loved because of deeds, that his love is perfect , he loves us as we are. Naked!
Now before any start to speak to avoiding sin, and doing good works , understand that this is to serve his perpose and Glorify him.And we are called to do these things.
It is all important in his plan.
All to bring good works, to witness, to love, to glorify him.
But his love stands in just as we are.
Only one true reqirement, we accept Jesus as our Lord and savior, and to love the Lord Our God with all our mind, heart , soul and streangth. And Our neighbor as ourselves.
And covers everything in the scriptures.
Naked, he loves us, wants us to know his love is unconditional.
My hope in sharing this is that you will look at the scriptures in this understanding, look at how in the begining Adam and Eve were naked, and begin to see his great love for you with his understanding.
For those that wonder if they are ever what they need to be, to be loved.
You will understand and see.
I just wanted to witness to that , which has healed a great wound. And now I can stand before God Our Father naked, and perfect, with everyone of his children, naked.
In the Love of Jesus, God bless, pickles
Most important is how it was in the scriptures that I was brought to this.
Im not sure if I will be able to do justice to what God Our Father has done for me, and desires to do for everyone of his children. Im sure that many know this already, I will say I thought I did as well.
But we all know that the love of God Our Father is so great that it would take an eternity to know.
Anyway to the subject at hand.
I have always struggleld with being able to see why I am loved. Or if, or is it my deeds, works, aviodence of sin. Well Im sure all here have faced this, or still do.
My prayer every night has been Father I pray that one day I will love you not just in word but in deed and truth, always praying that one day I will be what he desires me to be.
I spent my life trying to be worth loving, yet broken because I wondered why I could not be loved as I am.
I knew scripture said that Jesus died for our sins and That God Our Father loves us , yet I continually struggled with all scripture that spoke to what we need to do, or not do. Thus still stuck on what must I do to be loved.
Last night in prayer I struggled with this again, but it was so great a weight that I felt flattened and broken in it.
I asked God Our Father that why must there always be reqirements for love, I angrily said Father, you even ask that we must die to ourselves in order to know you and your love.
It broke everything in me as I struggled with this, feeling betrayed, used.
But even though I hated that this is asked of us I submitted, trusting even though I felt totally destroyed by God Our Father request, trusting that what I understood was not what the message of Jesus is.
As I lay there... God Our Father began to show me, to pull my hands from my eyes again.
...........then I saw naked, the garden of eden naked..........
before Adam and Eve sinned, they were naked and knew not of sin.
Move forward to Jesus, our pictures always show some covering , but Jesus was naked on the cross.
He paid the price.
Then to what Jesus asks of us, deny our very selves to know him. Naked again.
Now I have always seen that it is all about sacrifice, all about the sin that convicts us, all about our works, all about what we must give up, fitting through the eye of the needle.
We can carry nothing with us when we come to God.
Again naked.
Then God Our Father through his Holy Spirit pulled the last few fingers from my eyes.
And I was able to see why being naked is so important.
Because he loves us compleatly naked. Not because of works, not denyed because of sin, thankyou Jesus! Because he wanted me to know that I am loved naked.
not denyed because of sin, not loved because of deeds, that his love is perfect , he loves us as we are. Naked!
Now before any start to speak to avoiding sin, and doing good works , understand that this is to serve his perpose and Glorify him.And we are called to do these things.
It is all important in his plan.
All to bring good works, to witness, to love, to glorify him.
But his love stands in just as we are.
Only one true reqirement, we accept Jesus as our Lord and savior, and to love the Lord Our God with all our mind, heart , soul and streangth. And Our neighbor as ourselves.
And covers everything in the scriptures.
Naked, he loves us, wants us to know his love is unconditional.
My hope in sharing this is that you will look at the scriptures in this understanding, look at how in the begining Adam and Eve were naked, and begin to see his great love for you with his understanding.
For those that wonder if they are ever what they need to be, to be loved.
You will understand and see.
I just wanted to witness to that , which has healed a great wound. And now I can stand before God Our Father naked, and perfect, with everyone of his children, naked.
In the Love of Jesus, God bless, pickles