Okay... sometimes i wonder what is wrong with me, i want to do what is right yet it just hardly works out
about two weeks ago i did something very bad, i had a bad thought about God and i felt my heart literraly drop like it plumitted two inches, ever since then things have not been the same and things seem to be going downhill, basically when this happened i remember having no hope at all, i had no motive to do anything at all i was devasted long story short, now it seems this though i still kind of flying in my mind,i really dont know why i do this, i do try and fight it off but i just dont know why
alot of problems have been coming my way, i feel that im the problem, is there any chance that maybe God might forgive me?
because sometimes i do seriously wonder, especially recently how everything just seemed to crumble, i guess im the problem
about two weeks ago i did something very bad, i had a bad thought about God and i felt my heart literraly drop like it plumitted two inches, ever since then things have not been the same and things seem to be going downhill, basically when this happened i remember having no hope at all, i had no motive to do anything at all i was devasted long story short, now it seems this though i still kind of flying in my mind,i really dont know why i do this, i do try and fight it off but i just dont know why
alot of problems have been coming my way, i feel that im the problem, is there any chance that maybe God might forgive me?
because sometimes i do seriously wonder, especially recently how everything just seemed to crumble, i guess im the problem