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hello to everyone out there i am new here and basically ended up here with nowhere else to go.... having a lot of struggles and concerns with my marriage.. have talked to mom but she of course is biased, talk to friends who God Bless them, they always take my side. my husband is not really big in to going to church so we dont have a pastor to talk with and husband doesnt believe in consoling soooo after a little voice told me to pick up the computer i landed here i am 32 once divorced and now remarried. my husband has also gone through a divorce and has a 9yo daughter that he sees every other weekend. we have a little boy together who is almost 2. having gone through a divorce at a young age, i really have a greater appreciation for the union of marriage. I have done a lot of praying and feel i am doing my best to be a good Christian wife. I have a fulltime job as registered nurse, thus providing over 50% of our family income. I do ALL the household duties cleaning laundry making meals take out trash mow and do yardwork. still with all i do and provide for my husband all he finds in me are faults. he has an incredibly quick and nasty temper and has said some of the most hateful hurtful things to me he works 12 hour shifts so he only works 3 days a week. when he has days off he will sit and play video games for 10-12 hours , leaving dirty dishes and mess everywhere. it is so hard to not feel disrespected and hurt but his lack of interest in me or thanks for all i do. i try to be humble and pray for God to help me to be a better wife, knowing we all have our faults and i am trying to improve myself but some days i just feel like when is enough enough. not that i am thinking about divorce because that will never happen.. this is for a lifetime.. but i feel so lonely and lost sometimes...