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Please I guess pray that I do right and don't reject God. Idk there's so many things I don't know how to handle and it hurts so bad. I've wrecked my life so much with sin and everything. I don't think I'm going to be able to finish highschool because of cheating. I keep wondering if I'm possessed. Like I scrape my side with a razor or hit my head Or like earlier I was laughing at this stupid joke and I couldn't stop laughing like I was crying and I couldn't control myself. Afterwards I think "this is so stupid what am I doing." Please I feel like my emotions are out of control like I know I need to pray and do right but I don't and just feel sad.