Personal hell

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neyney

Guest
#1
Look at this little girl there
Long blond hair
Sitting on wooden school chairs
Breathing old school air
Never learning anything
Feeling useless
Stupid
No perspective
Really anorexic
Too much hectic
In her life
Starting to act electric
Like a robot
Her so called friends call her fat
She gets mad
At herself
So sad
At herself
Lays down
Cries alone in bed
That's mad!
So the girl gets up
Throws up
Now her dinner's a cup
Of tea
She doesn't know her worth
'Cause she's never getting heard
So please somebody open his ears
For this little girl!


This guy on the street
Is only 16
But already leaves
His home
Just wants to be free
'Cause nobody ever believes
In his dreams
Young artist
Has always been the smartest
In his class
But was too scared to show it
Thinks his life is a shit
Just wants to quit
This city and see the world
One day his music will get heard
By thousands of fans
Play with many different bands
Will shake famous hands
But for now it's just him and his guitar
And this never healing scar
On his heart
'Cause his dad hates him
He was meant to be a businessman
Not a musician
So dad won't come to any audition
Never understanding this passion
This ambition
All this boy seeks for is a loving father
But stays alone in a big city full of strangers


Look at this woman there
With the baby
Why does she look so scared?
What happened lately?
Bloody face
Looking for ways
To get out of this town
Takes care of her child
Tries to not let it be shown
Today's the day that she left her husband
Last day she felt his aggressive hand
Formed to a fist
Now she doesn't know how to exist
Without a job or food
Always in a bad mood
Tastes the blood
On her face
But is glad her baby is save
She will find a way
So gets down to pray
Never been religious but really in need of help
Need of a saviour


They get down on their knees
Crying and praying for release
All they're looking for is peace
And a small piece
Of heaven
In their personal hell
'Cause devil is everywhere and tells 'em
To obey him
But they won't
Yeah they know
That there's someone who will answer to their calls
Will catch them if they fall
Will take away they walls
And set them free
All of them are hoping on their Lord
And following his everlasting word
Not knowing that all this has been planned
That he holds their lives in his glory hands
But knowing that he will be their saviour
Praying and believing
Finally receiving
The love that they need so badly
They love that they never got sadly
Finally being happy
 
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jamie

Guest
#2
wow, you're a talented poet, I feel you like I can relate, we have so much pressure to look and be a certain way, but yet it never seems enough...............wanna chat? My name is Jamie btw and Ive battled with anorexia for a few years, and insecurity/jealousy.....hit me up or call me 871 5155...ttys ur awesome