I will pray for you. Know that all things work together for good to those who love the Lord (Romans 8:28). He will never leave you nor forsake you, just keep your eyes on Him, put all things in His hands and let Him lead you where He wants you to.
Psalm 37:25 I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. God bless