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Hi ...i posted nearly a month ago about my husband who left me to pursue a gay lifestyle. He has been open to change, but doubts that God will change him since He hasn't in 20 yrs. We've been in daily communication with my continually telling him that I love him no matter what but maintaining my stand and telling him that I intend to keep praying and having faith that the Lord will fix all of this.
Tonight there was a terrible "blow out". I had been feeling a bit down and he suddenly started to text that he was crying because of me, and that he should just die because of how he is ...claiming the Bible says so ...i quickly clarified what the Bible says about it and how through Jesus we can overcome anything. Long story short, he became very bitter and cold toward me as I begged and pleaded with him to not be upset and relentlessly apologized for causing his upset. I told him I had no way of knowing through text and never meant for that to happen.
I'm just so depressed and he's in so much trouble. I have no one to talk to about it ...i pray and pray and pray and the Lord helps me, but I feel like I'm so slow in hearing Him that I mess everything up in the meantime. I just don't know what to do ...i have to get up for work in a few hours in order to force myself to go on. My husband and I both want to die because of this problem ....please pray for our deliverance.
Tonight there was a terrible "blow out". I had been feeling a bit down and he suddenly started to text that he was crying because of me, and that he should just die because of how he is ...claiming the Bible says so ...i quickly clarified what the Bible says about it and how through Jesus we can overcome anything. Long story short, he became very bitter and cold toward me as I begged and pleaded with him to not be upset and relentlessly apologized for causing his upset. I told him I had no way of knowing through text and never meant for that to happen.
I'm just so depressed and he's in so much trouble. I have no one to talk to about it ...i pray and pray and pray and the Lord helps me, but I feel like I'm so slow in hearing Him that I mess everything up in the meantime. I just don't know what to do ...i have to get up for work in a few hours in order to force myself to go on. My husband and I both want to die because of this problem ....please pray for our deliverance.
