Powerfully Painful

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student

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Praise the Lord in all things. I have a conspiracy theory with a lot of paranoia and cynisism to back it up. Short of a five-page prayer request, please keep me in your prayers. As it is, it feels like I'm between the Rock and a Hard place. Only Him to back me...and I ain't perfect so it's gonna be painful. I'm tired...I've been fighting the battle for 20 years +. I'm very tired...

I don't know how I want it to end...It's not up to me anyway...it's in God's hands...
Thank you and God bless!
-student
 
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NMsmile

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student- you have my prayers. Can I ask you a few questions?

Are you involved with a church body?
Do you have any close friends?
Have you spoken to anyone about this?

Just an observation... It is good to know that God has everything under control!

Take Care.
 

student

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Dear NMsmile,

Yeah. Non-denominational - born again, spirit - filled Christian. My pastor knows. I didn't want to go into so much detail. Friends.... I have one or two. Relationship with God...I have that. I've worked with this for so long...I know it sounds insane. So often I get the message, "People just aren't like that." but when you have judge, lawyer and jury all rolled up into one...people are like that. So it MUST be me... Thanks for taking the time to respond. -student
 
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Ramon

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Praise the Lord in all things. I have a conspiracy theory with a lot of paranoia and cynisism to back it up. Short of a five-page prayer request, please keep me in your prayers. As it is, it feels like I'm between the Rock and a Hard place. Only Him to back me...and I ain't perfect so it's gonna be painful. I'm tired...I've been fighting the battle for 20 years +. I'm very tired...

I don't know how I want it to end...It's not up to me anyway...it's in God's hands...
Thank you and God bless!
-student
My friend. If Jesus is that Rock, that hard place has nothing against it. In the name of Jesus my friend, all demons must flee. All strongholds that fight you will be crushed in the name of Jesus.

May Jesus bless you.
 
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Jesusfreakforever51

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I'll be praying for you!

"All things work together for good to them that love Him, and are called acorrding to His purpose..." Romans 8:28
 

student

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Thanks to all of you.
 

pickles

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Praying in Jesus, student, that the freedom and truth of Jesus will delight and fill you. :)
It is already with you in Jesus!

God bless.
pickles
 
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NMsmile

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I will pray that God will give you contentment in Him. I will pray that God will use you and your life to bring souls to Christ. I will pray that you will be given stillness and peace within God's love. Amen.
 

student

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Galatians 6:17 "From now on let no one trouble me, for I bear in my body the marks of the Lord Jesus."

God showed me this today. Yes, He is the rock. And I will be fine. I'm praying what the future holds is a community of faith-filled believers who will join me in living, breathing and continuously meditating on the Word of God. I'm nervous for the walk I have to walk, but...always, always rely on the Rock. Thanks for the prayers. -student