What about yourself, how is your walk in faith with the lord.
Sure, I'll answer your question out of respect, and not because I need to answer you or have you judge my character or faith by a simple prayer request.
I speak for myself and I'm sure many others that there has been times that I have doubted and often wondered why God allows things to happen, but who am I to question his will, his discipline, his mercy, overall his Being? I can assure you that the things I've been through has only increased my desire for God, but who are you that I need to prove myself to you?
So I suggest before you ask such a condescending question you examine your walk, and if its just a matter of mis-communication on your part I apologize for my very blunt (straight forward) reply. Be blessed.