Preciousgirl
You are on the right track in desiring a God fearing spirit filled born again Christian. I really commend you for that! My heart is with you in prayer. Until then let this aloneness drive you to grow closer to God. You have the priviledge right now of having no distractions of a relationship at this time, and can devote that energy towards building a more intimate relationship with Christ. He will speak to your heart when you are quiet and still before Him.
Father, please guide and counsel and watch over Preciousgirl with your loving care in the way she should go. Grant her Your peace and let it direct her steps. Speak to her spirit and give her wisdom in her interactions with men, and surround her with Your favor and protection, and guard her heart at all times in every situation. In the authority of the name of Jesus Chirst, and in the power of His blood I pray. Amen
God Bless Your Very Precious Heart, You are His precious daughter. God wants His upmost and best for you.