It's been a long time since Ive been super close to the Lord.
I haven't had holy spirit intuition for a really long time. I sat down last night and told God I was going to be honest and unfiltered as I spoke to him that night.
I did it. And it was hard.
I called my Aunt the next morning and she said my cousin had a horrible situation a few days prior. Ray had a gun to her head by the FBI for something her boyfriend did and Ray still doesnt know what that thing was. They won't tell her.
But 3 days ago I was in the middle of a huge meltdown over my Great Grammie who died on the 28th. And the Holy Spirit kept telling me to pray for her. Ray was horrible to me and I haven't spoken to her in 11 years. I never even think about her anymore.
I blew it off because it was the voices in my head.
The urge got stronger. The Holy Spirit told me she had a gun to her head and I needed to pray now. I did. But I thought I was crazy.
Then I found out she did.
And this strengthened the little bit of faith I have left.
I believe it was because God knew I was going to be honest and open and ready to listen again.
He used this to help me trust him again. And it worked.
Not sure why im sharing this but I hope it encourages you a bit too.
I haven't had holy spirit intuition for a really long time. I sat down last night and told God I was going to be honest and unfiltered as I spoke to him that night.
I did it. And it was hard.
I called my Aunt the next morning and she said my cousin had a horrible situation a few days prior. Ray had a gun to her head by the FBI for something her boyfriend did and Ray still doesnt know what that thing was. They won't tell her.
But 3 days ago I was in the middle of a huge meltdown over my Great Grammie who died on the 28th. And the Holy Spirit kept telling me to pray for her. Ray was horrible to me and I haven't spoken to her in 11 years. I never even think about her anymore.
I blew it off because it was the voices in my head.
The urge got stronger. The Holy Spirit told me she had a gun to her head and I needed to pray now. I did. But I thought I was crazy.
Then I found out she did.
And this strengthened the little bit of faith I have left.
I believe it was because God knew I was going to be honest and open and ready to listen again.
He used this to help me trust him again. And it worked.
Not sure why im sharing this but I hope it encourages you a bit too.