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On 2009, I go to matriculation. Its seem like college but only one year program, so only have two semester. There has rule in matriculation. If you got pointer below than 1.5 in first semester, you don’t have chance to continue second semester. Most people say, you are kicking out from matriculation. So you have to study hard and just study. After that you can go continue your study in degree. That time my age is around 18 years old. I take physics course that time. I can say, mostly student here very intelligent person. I am so happy and thanks to God this chance. The awkward moment for me is when meet new friend here. Most of student is Sarawakian and Sabahan, and I am Sarawakian girl. First day lecture, of course we are very excited and pay all attention to the lecturer. Every week, I go to church and I love it so much. But it’s not longer.
To make a short story, I so much enjoy study here. I start to escape lecture and the worst thing is I don’t go church. That time I felt so miserable. I cannot manage my time. Every day I felt I was empty. That is happen to me in first semester. Brother and sister don’t follow my way. When you too much far from the grace of God, you don’t go to church or don’t involve in unity activity, you should be careful. Whatever happens in your life, God is the first. You know brother and sister, almost one month I don’t go to church even next day is I have first final exam. I cannot manage my time on study week. I don’t read words of God. I very bad that time.
After final exam, we can go back to hometown and have holiday one month. That time, I am so nervous because I am thinking about my result. If I get below than 1.5 I will kick out from matriculation and how I can face my parent. I am so afraid and that time, I know only God can help me. Every day I prayed, God please give me chance. I promise I will not do same mistake. I will go to church and read the words of God. I will follow your path. I will study hard and all I do is for you and not for man. After holiday, we go back again to matriculation. We have wait two weeks before result first semester is announced. Second semester, first time I go to church, that time I just cried and cried. I felt so much ashamed to God. God forgive me for what thing I do. I promise to myself, I must go to church every week and read the words of God. After two week, result is coming out. You know brother and sister, I only got 2.77. The best pointer is 4.00 where you get A for all subject. Even I am not satisfied but I thanks to God this second chance.
So every day I pray and read bible. When I revision and study, I always cried because I still can’t forgive myself for what I done in first semester. You know brother and sister, when I close to God, He always make ways for us. Lectures say second semester more difficult than first semester. But God make His way for me. I can understand easily every subject I learn. I pray for my study every day. I ask God, I want get pointer 3.5 above. When final exam is come, honestly I can answer very well. You know brother and sister, I got pointer 3.68 for the second semester and that all from God.
Now I study Mechatronic engineering course in Malaysia. Next two years, praise God I will be graduate.
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men,- colossians 3:23
To make a short story, I so much enjoy study here. I start to escape lecture and the worst thing is I don’t go church. That time I felt so miserable. I cannot manage my time. Every day I felt I was empty. That is happen to me in first semester. Brother and sister don’t follow my way. When you too much far from the grace of God, you don’t go to church or don’t involve in unity activity, you should be careful. Whatever happens in your life, God is the first. You know brother and sister, almost one month I don’t go to church even next day is I have first final exam. I cannot manage my time on study week. I don’t read words of God. I very bad that time.
After final exam, we can go back to hometown and have holiday one month. That time, I am so nervous because I am thinking about my result. If I get below than 1.5 I will kick out from matriculation and how I can face my parent. I am so afraid and that time, I know only God can help me. Every day I prayed, God please give me chance. I promise I will not do same mistake. I will go to church and read the words of God. I will follow your path. I will study hard and all I do is for you and not for man. After holiday, we go back again to matriculation. We have wait two weeks before result first semester is announced. Second semester, first time I go to church, that time I just cried and cried. I felt so much ashamed to God. God forgive me for what thing I do. I promise to myself, I must go to church every week and read the words of God. After two week, result is coming out. You know brother and sister, I only got 2.77. The best pointer is 4.00 where you get A for all subject. Even I am not satisfied but I thanks to God this second chance.
So every day I pray and read bible. When I revision and study, I always cried because I still can’t forgive myself for what I done in first semester. You know brother and sister, when I close to God, He always make ways for us. Lectures say second semester more difficult than first semester. But God make His way for me. I can understand easily every subject I learn. I pray for my study every day. I ask God, I want get pointer 3.5 above. When final exam is come, honestly I can answer very well. You know brother and sister, I got pointer 3.68 for the second semester and that all from God.
Now I study Mechatronic engineering course in Malaysia. Next two years, praise God I will be graduate.
Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men,- colossians 3:23
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