It's okay shirley, I think that you have many BFF who are still care and keep pray for you from long distance. Just throw away your negative mind, if they are your true BFF they will come back to you, if not just let them go. I thought BFF mean friends who still remind you no matter how busy they are, love you and accept you no matter distance separated both of you, pray for you and care even you can't see and you have part in their heart. I pray for you, may God healed your heart
I think we can test BFF by the time, let time goes so fast and we can see who are truly them and reassure our friendship, because it's easy to say BFF but its hard to prove it, so I use time to prove it, it's doesnt mean friends beside me isn't my BFF, I still respect, honor and care also love them..
Hey, if you have problem you can pm me or have chat, but unfortunately I just have yahoo messenger or Skype cause I can attend this chat forum
I try you reply your message ASAP
Gbu
Love,
-Agnes Chu-