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joeyyboii
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hey so umm i gave my life to god two weeks ago ,.... and since then ive been able to do some really really crazy stuff and i have the feeling that there not gifts from god! . and im really concerend for my own well being .
one of the things im really concerned about is that i can take peoples physical . spiritual and emotional pain of them ( not through healing) and place it onto my self ,.. and i cant not do it ... i have the urge to do it each time some1 is down around me to the point where last week i ended up taking a demon on to myself and refusing to let it go back to the person i took it from and i nearly got possesed ..... and i know that god wouldnt give me something that would harm me that inteness or infact atall.. soo basicly ild liek pray for either that not god gift to go away or that like god will show me how not to use it and stuff because its soo hard and its even harder because im trying to deal with my own past and let that all go so i can have a proper relationship with god and at the moment i cant because im to busy using this not god gift to give to cr*ps about myself so yeah please help
one of the things im really concerned about is that i can take peoples physical . spiritual and emotional pain of them ( not through healing) and place it onto my self ,.. and i cant not do it ... i have the urge to do it each time some1 is down around me to the point where last week i ended up taking a demon on to myself and refusing to let it go back to the person i took it from and i nearly got possesed ..... and i know that god wouldnt give me something that would harm me that inteness or infact atall.. soo basicly ild liek pray for either that not god gift to go away or that like god will show me how not to use it and stuff because its soo hard and its even harder because im trying to deal with my own past and let that all go so i can have a proper relationship with god and at the moment i cant because im to busy using this not god gift to give to cr*ps about myself so yeah please help