By the way, I think I got born again, again tonight. Listened to a song called "Too Good to Not Believe" and literally cried my eyes out wondering why the God of the universe loves me so much and how I truly don't deserve His love at all. I pictured a bunch of major failures in my life, I felt like I actually loved my dad and I felt like I truly failed my little brother Alex and how both of them don't know how much the God of the universe loves them. I literally cried like every tear I never cried my whole life.