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i feel like such a emo, i havent been on here for a month maybe more i thought people care about chatting to me, went on the chat room, no one cares. no one cares about what im wrighting on there its like it always keeps skipped over, what i say doesnt matter, it happends in life as well, i say what im thinking a people dont care, my feelings dont matter. think im just having an emotional day, was crying over a rspca advert on the tv. and then over soemthing else that was really stupid.
need to pray more, i havent done it in a while and i feel my self getting angry and upset over little things, we dont have a bible study group going over the school summer holidays, its the time i feel i cant cope, that i forget to speak to god, and start swearing more, and it feels good but i know in my soul its not right and i need to stop,
its like always arguing with your self. its hard work.
whine whine whine, i need to grow up.
need to pray more, i havent done it in a while and i feel my self getting angry and upset over little things, we dont have a bible study group going over the school summer holidays, its the time i feel i cant cope, that i forget to speak to god, and start swearing more, and it feels good but i know in my soul its not right and i need to stop,
its like always arguing with your self. its hard work.
whine whine whine, i need to grow up.