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AmmiAmmiel
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I try my hardest to be strong. But this has always been the thing that I couldn't bare in the past. Watching the one I love, get hurt by loving the wrong person,.. It's what's always caused me to collapse and give in to the pain and suffering and not have any part in it. So this kind of willingness to suffer for the sake of loving her always is new to me. It's kind if a sick sense of love, ya know, the kind that Christ died for? A sense of saying "here, look. I want you to watch me suffer for what you do to me, yet I still love you". Only this is different because Christ didn't suffer "in hopes" that people would love Him back. I can only hope that my suffering for her through the love of Christ will bless her enough to see that He is the real cure to this diseased corruption that so engulfs us all. So I guess it all comes down to the question; Why God, if not for your good purpose, would you bring her back into my life and make me suffer to love her again?