I'm sorry you need gaurantees. I pray for you that you will get to a point when you will do things as led by the spirit, and JUST living to please God is good enough for you. I am so in love with my Lord, that even with NOTHING - no job, money, home, husband or children - I STILL praise His name because He is worthy. I say He is Good to me, because I have breathe in my body and I am allowed another day on this earth to do HIS WILL - that is enough. I need no gaurantees of anything.
I will pray for you. God Bless.