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I'm losing faith.... I want to believe i really do. It's hard though. I used to go to church all the time and I still pray almost every day. It's getting hard to believe when I haven't felt him in my life in so long. I accepted Jesus into my life twice. Once as a child and again when i was 15. I'm 18 now and I just can't find God in anything. I'm afraid to tell anyone because I don't want my family to think I'm going down some horrible drug addicted criminal path. I'm still a good kid. I quit drinking, smoking and using drugs even. I know The book of John says "Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”, but I feel like I need some kind of proof. I know that's horrible to think.. Just help me if you can please.