Ps 37:25 I have been young, and now am old ; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken , nor his seed begging bread.
Those that take their own life have forsaken the right way and God has promised to never leave us or forsake us (Heb 13:5). It does not look good for those that commit suicide. They have taken and sold their own birth right by taking their own life. We may entertain and have thoughts of ending our life as believers as we go through trying times of depression and discouragement, but we are never forsaken by the Lord. Saul did not take his own life in the heat of battle by falling upon his own sword, he was mortally wounded and it was time for him to face death with his son Jonanthan in the face of a lost battle.