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Saturday I went to a get together with my husband and on the way there he told me someone that I did not really get along with was there and when I got there I found myself getting intoxicated to deal with her. After I got home I felt so convicted then when I wit to church the teachings were about soul tieds ungoldly and godly and she brought up alcohol and I felt so bad. Yesterday I went to my mothers house and my stepfather bought me a drink I didn't even want it but as soon as my husband got me upset I found myself popping the cap open but as soon as I took drunk about 1/16 of the bottle it felt like I had drunk about two whole bottles. I felt convicted so I told my mother to pour it out she told me to keep it in case I want a drink another day or in cast I get depress about something. I took it with me and my husband upset me again on the way to the house. When I got out the car I poured it out because my heart wouldn't let me drink it. Do anyone have any advice about temptations and what I can do to calm me down as soon as I get upset because I have a quick temper. Better yet can I get someone to pray for me and my family please. I also know that I must also keep praying for myself and others.