- An Introduction –
Many years ago, when the Internet was new and there wasn't so many websites around like now. And everybody was buying up DOT COM domains like crazy and going to make a fortune overnight on selling this and that dot com domain.
There was a site on the net. That won the nomination to be the most useless site on the net. There were no context on the site. It was just a white layout with black letters saying:
Here We Go With More Great Articles... Gooble. Gob Gooble Gob Gob.
For some reason. I have always remembered that site and I found it to be funny. Like a joke towards the rest of the internet. Cause half of the homepages you came across back then was kind like.
Hello And Welcome: My First Homepage...
So to honour that site. I decided to start this blog with those famous or infamous lines. And for the rest I will greet by saying:
Hello... And Welcome to My First Blog!
So If you are looking for more great articles and stuff. I guess I can say in advance, that you will be dissapointed, cause it is likely you won't find it here.
My english is self-taught , so spelling, and grammer errors, will be guranteed here.
This is just for myself to have as an enjoyment amusement, For self-therapy stuff.
At the moment I am going through a very hard time in my life. I already lost a great deal. It is nobody's fault but mine. And the rest? Well. That is my fault too.
First I got depressed and felt lonely, then I got a depression, and felt an emptiness deep within. I prayed and asked myself what to do? Now I have started treatment at a psychology, it's very up front, confronting and kind of, break down and let it all out style. I feel i am making progress, But still I was returning home to nothing. I have never been any good on my own anyway.
Right now. I am finding it hard to take initiative to the most simple and functional things. Procastinating the daily routines. I like to play the guitar for fun now and but found it hard to focus. In my progress of -learning to live with me-state of mind.
I have believed in Jesus since I was 8, and I am baptised. I know Jesus has helped me through times where I was about to give up. I am not going to make any chronology life-span analysis here.
Short: My life has been kind of like this: Jesus Helped Me, All the things I had suffered through as a child and teen. He saved me from and lead me in the right direction.
I neglected Jesus. I got off tracks. Jesus helped me again. I neglected again.
The third time it felt really stupid to come back and ask Jesus for help again. I was so ashamed by it. But Jesus helped me and gave me the most beautiful and wonderful life and living. More than I could have ever imagined or dreamed about. I had seen it in glimpse in my dreams-visions before I walked in to it. I asked God what to do and it was like God showed me a little gilmpse of it. And then There I was in my new reality. In america I guess they call it: that You have had it made. A great job, meanings in life, the most beautiful relationship, a little flat to restore and sandpaper down for months and months, mixed with hundreds of other things, life was wonderful for years n years. Anyway. It is this life. That I am about to lose. I guess I have already lost the most of it. I have reached the point of no return. (To be continued... )
Many years ago, when the Internet was new and there wasn't so many websites around like now. And everybody was buying up DOT COM domains like crazy and going to make a fortune overnight on selling this and that dot com domain.
There was a site on the net. That won the nomination to be the most useless site on the net. There were no context on the site. It was just a white layout with black letters saying:
Here We Go With More Great Articles... Gooble. Gob Gooble Gob Gob.
For some reason. I have always remembered that site and I found it to be funny. Like a joke towards the rest of the internet. Cause half of the homepages you came across back then was kind like.
Hello And Welcome: My First Homepage...
So to honour that site. I decided to start this blog with those famous or infamous lines. And for the rest I will greet by saying:
Hello... And Welcome to My First Blog!
So If you are looking for more great articles and stuff. I guess I can say in advance, that you will be dissapointed, cause it is likely you won't find it here.
My english is self-taught , so spelling, and grammer errors, will be guranteed here.
This is just for myself to have as an enjoyment amusement, For self-therapy stuff.
At the moment I am going through a very hard time in my life. I already lost a great deal. It is nobody's fault but mine. And the rest? Well. That is my fault too.
First I got depressed and felt lonely, then I got a depression, and felt an emptiness deep within. I prayed and asked myself what to do? Now I have started treatment at a psychology, it's very up front, confronting and kind of, break down and let it all out style. I feel i am making progress, But still I was returning home to nothing. I have never been any good on my own anyway.
Right now. I am finding it hard to take initiative to the most simple and functional things. Procastinating the daily routines. I like to play the guitar for fun now and but found it hard to focus. In my progress of -learning to live with me-state of mind.
I have believed in Jesus since I was 8, and I am baptised. I know Jesus has helped me through times where I was about to give up. I am not going to make any chronology life-span analysis here.
Short: My life has been kind of like this: Jesus Helped Me, All the things I had suffered through as a child and teen. He saved me from and lead me in the right direction.
I neglected Jesus. I got off tracks. Jesus helped me again. I neglected again.
The third time it felt really stupid to come back and ask Jesus for help again. I was so ashamed by it. But Jesus helped me and gave me the most beautiful and wonderful life and living. More than I could have ever imagined or dreamed about. I had seen it in glimpse in my dreams-visions before I walked in to it. I asked God what to do and it was like God showed me a little gilmpse of it. And then There I was in my new reality. In america I guess they call it: that You have had it made. A great job, meanings in life, the most beautiful relationship, a little flat to restore and sandpaper down for months and months, mixed with hundreds of other things, life was wonderful for years n years. Anyway. It is this life. That I am about to lose. I guess I have already lost the most of it. I have reached the point of no return. (To be continued... )