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Iamlearning
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Today I entered here feeling in a terrible spiritual state. Chain-smoking, only wanting to cry, because I was convinced I am not saved no matter what I do. Fearing punishment for my past mistakes, feeling unforgiven by God, forsaken, a soul bound to die.
I cried for the Lord to help me but I felt no answer in my spirit.
I've been here for a while feeling like that, seeking consolation and fearing I am fake, an unbeliever who is trying to fit in and failing no matter what I do.
And then all of a sudden, I felt calm. I felt at peace, and rarely I feel at peace lately. It was like a breeze of fresh air covering my spirit.
It didn't last long but I will keep it as a sign to keep faith. My soul is being taken care of.
I cried for the Lord to help me but I felt no answer in my spirit.
I've been here for a while feeling like that, seeking consolation and fearing I am fake, an unbeliever who is trying to fit in and failing no matter what I do.
And then all of a sudden, I felt calm. I felt at peace, and rarely I feel at peace lately. It was like a breeze of fresh air covering my spirit.
It didn't last long but I will keep it as a sign to keep faith. My soul is being taken care of.