The evil spirit inside me

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Leland

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Hello my name is Leland and I have something I'd like to share. I do this with great trepidation and many tears. But the time has come for me to share this, there is no point in hiding. Christ knows what is in everyone's hearts. I will be judged by Christ. I have little to fear from the judgements of men.

I once had an evil spirit inside of me, I called him Robert. I was just a boy. I saw him in my dreams. He said he wanted to play, and he opened me and I invited him, and he came inside me. When he was in me I didn't know, when he was gone I couldn't remember. He made me do things, terrible things. He wanted life. He wanted others, others they could use the way they used me.

I had a daughter at the time Robert's presence was strongest, Laura. She died. I know she's with Jesus now, and I know I will see her again. This consoles me. They wanted Laura. They wanted her, but she was strong. She fought them, she wouldn't let them in. Oh God, they had me kill that girl, Theresa! They said if I didn't give Laura to them,they'd have me kill her too. But she wouldn't give in. She said she'd die before she'd let them. They made me kill her. Oh God have mercy on me, what have I done!!!? What have I done? I love her, I loved her with all my heart. My angel, forgive me!
 
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wow leland, are you into witchcraft?
that's what it sounds like, or satanism
you know that Jesus came to set the captives free,
thank you for being so honest, God is able to set you free.
 
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i am aware that demonic spirits have been known to visit little children and try and gain their trust so that they will open up the door to them,
sometimes parents think that their child has an imaginary friend, and sometimes of course it is imaginary, however sometimes that friend is not imaginary but the child is actually speaking to an evil spirit, parents should be aware of this and talk to their children if they have concerns or see any strange activity with their child
 
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ai.. the past is the past, GOD has forgiven you. do not condemn yourself. GOD has totally forgotten it.
 
MrHonest

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Leland, Luke 10: 27And he answering said, You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.

Where is your heart? Where is your soul? Where is your strength? You are safe if you give these 3 to God letting Him guide you through all hardship. Whatever sins committed they are not yours for you to hold onto if Christ died for them or else His sacrifice is in vain. Christ is forgiveness and whatever sins you hold onto, you have not given yourself to him completely. Trust in the Truth.
 
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