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Father i thought with all youve taught me
All the healing, all the reviving, maturing and deciding
walking it out would be more easy
but im seeing now my dependency in you is much greater
It surpasses , goes beyond all knowledge
To a point where footsteps must be taken
Sometimes back to areas where i failed miserably in
i have come to a place that once beat me down to pulp
Im wondering how, what am i doing here?
you brought me up,Out of this place
and now telling me to go back?
I stand on a hill overlooking it
I can see the mangled carnage i was left in when you took me out
But this isnt about that
This is about the miracle coming from the red hefers ash.
Not about me this time, but about you.
Interesting how your showing me my own carnage
Laying like a dead mans body in your streets, i once used.
My old playgrounds without you.
my destruction here became your banners wave,
your shed blood ,the tears.
King of Kings and Lord of Lords has been here.
its not me whos come back though
Im simply a traveler in you revisiting
Looking at a reflection in a part of my life without you.
no knowledge or relationship without you
Has brought your freedoms ring
You placed it delicately on my finger
As i layed there in my own waste
Lying in my own stench.
from here i see You, now my Lord and Master.
You brought your face to me in the middle of my mess.
i see you on the battlefield
Bent on one knee , your purple cloak
Your crown... i see you bent over me, My King.
You want no man left behind, you instead come to revive
There i am in cardiac arrest , face down,
My heart completely dead before you.. i see it Lord..
i see what you did for me..
like the savior you are, you picked me up
You took me in, you healed, renewed and revived me.
you gave me your heart, your eyes, your ears , your words.
I must sit here for a moment before going into this place..
your worda echoing in my heart, " go and do whats been done for you"
only this time, remember who i put in you.. He's my royal blood
You are my heir because of Him..
I lay here on this Hill overlooking the valley in the shadow of death
but i am not afraid, for you are with Me.
L
All the healing, all the reviving, maturing and deciding
walking it out would be more easy
but im seeing now my dependency in you is much greater
It surpasses , goes beyond all knowledge
To a point where footsteps must be taken
Sometimes back to areas where i failed miserably in
i have come to a place that once beat me down to pulp
Im wondering how, what am i doing here?
you brought me up,Out of this place
and now telling me to go back?
I stand on a hill overlooking it
I can see the mangled carnage i was left in when you took me out
But this isnt about that
This is about the miracle coming from the red hefers ash.
Not about me this time, but about you.
Interesting how your showing me my own carnage
Laying like a dead mans body in your streets, i once used.
My old playgrounds without you.
my destruction here became your banners wave,
your shed blood ,the tears.
King of Kings and Lord of Lords has been here.
its not me whos come back though
Im simply a traveler in you revisiting
Looking at a reflection in a part of my life without you.
no knowledge or relationship without you
Has brought your freedoms ring
You placed it delicately on my finger
As i layed there in my own waste
Lying in my own stench.
from here i see You, now my Lord and Master.
You brought your face to me in the middle of my mess.
i see you on the battlefield
Bent on one knee , your purple cloak
Your crown... i see you bent over me, My King.
You want no man left behind, you instead come to revive
There i am in cardiac arrest , face down,
My heart completely dead before you.. i see it Lord..
i see what you did for me..
like the savior you are, you picked me up
You took me in, you healed, renewed and revived me.
you gave me your heart, your eyes, your ears , your words.
I must sit here for a moment before going into this place..
your worda echoing in my heart, " go and do whats been done for you"
only this time, remember who i put in you.. He's my royal blood
You are my heir because of Him..
I lay here on this Hill overlooking the valley in the shadow of death
but i am not afraid, for you are with Me.
L