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OK so i'm having a problem right now, i want to surrender my life to Jesus but i have too many things going on in my life right now to just give up. Will god let me sort these things out and then come to him? I'm kind of worried because i feel like he is calling me to repent and surrender my life, but i feel like i'm resisting his calling, and Proverbs 29:1 says "He, that being often reproved hardeneth his neck, shall suddenly be destroyed, and that without remedy." So now i'm living in a constant state of fear that god is going to kill me dead. If anyone could give me any advice it would be helpful, thanks.