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I am a single mother to a 12 year old boy. His father is not in the picture at all, and I'm really struggling right now. I"m not sure if there are other single parents on here that can relate or not but welcome any thoughts, advice or encouragement. There is a situation going on in particular right now, but the overall feeling of confusion is what I'm struggling with. I really struggle as a single mother making decisions for my family of 2. Decisions that should be made by discussing with a husband. Or decisions that I feel should be made by the "man of the house". I know that God will see me through any and all situations and all of my Hope is in Him. I still struggle however. Sometimes I just need someone to talk it out with, but none of my friends understand, they are all married. Right now our church is struggling. I'm trying to figure out where God is leading me, us. Do we stay? Do we go? What's he trying to teach me through this? Do you stay and keep hoping for change in the hearts of the congregation, or do you go because God is showing you it's not going to happen (this is an ongoing issue). I lead a women's group at my church and I love the people there, but I feel stuck and I have for quite some time. I feel everyone is comfortable being comfortable and there isn't much room for growth in that situation. Then there is my son and his youth group, he loves his youth group and I feel he really is fed there. Is it the right thing to take him away from that? Maybe this is just rambling, and I apologize if it is, but my mind is a mess. So many decisions I get left to make alone that affect not just my own life, but my son's as well. I know that I got myself to this place, but I'm definitely not who I used to be. The one thing I do know is being in these situations force me to be completely dependent on God... and maybe that's the whole point?