Tired of this planet

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I don't expect anyone to do anything about this but I am reeling from years of abuse, ptsd symptoms, housing problems, money problems, and problems simply feeling I am good enough for anything or anybody. I think about going to the Grand Canyon and jumping in as stupid as it sounds. I am terribly
lonely, and have a family that consists of an abusive father, mother in denial, older brother who hasn't
contacted me in two years and told me the abuse was "between me and Dad", and a severely mentally
ill younger brother also in denial.

I have nothing. I have no one. I am alone. I can't find stability, prayer isn't doing anything, no one
at my so-called church really gives a crap and when I told my priest in an email I was suicidal
he did absolutely nothing. No note. Nada. Nothing. I pray for direction and nothing. I feel I am
not even good enough for God to answer my prayer. I have tremendous anger over all the
injustice in my life and how people like me are treated by this world. I hate the world and
most of the people in it these days. I am surrounded by materialistic people who don't
even have souls and I am the one in pain crying out for anyone to care or notice and
no one does. I no longer have any idea what I should do. I'm done. I hate life. And
at the moment I hate God for not giving a crap.

I guess I need prayer but apparently nothing will ever change and YES, I have done
many things to try and heal and cope and get better. Never works. Moving back
close to my hometown was the worst thing I ever could have done. Too many
memories. Now I want to leave but don't think I can even "make it" anymore
It's too hard and I'm too lost and I hurt too much anymore to keep coping with
very serious ****. That incidentally no one much cares about so far as I can tell.

So, sorry to complain, but I thought maybe somebody might pray for me.
Thanks.
 
I'm sorry to hear you are in such pain. Wish I could do something to help you.
It is a terrible feeling when it seems like no one, not even god cares.


The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Beauty from pain - Superchick
 
That's beautiful, thank you, you are the only one who bothered to respond so you must be a kind person. You gave me hope today. God bless you!
 
Hi There, I read yoiur message, and I felt rather touched by your feelings of stress and anger at life. I uderstand that a hurting heart is awful, so thats why I wrote to you. It is a hard world I know, and sometimes we think what is there in life to support and love us. You are not alone! ok. I will pray for you, also I do beleive that God does hear us, I have a simple beleif really, and I try to get by with thinking things happen for a reason, we learn to see things more clearly in the end. I want to encourgage you to keep focussed and start to learn to love yoiurself and say that youi are worth it, change it around. Life is not easy. and we all get knock backs. but you have to keep saying move forward. I really hope I have helped, as I hae ben there when feeling low. Amen.
 
Hey, I'm praying for you! That's a lot to deal with. I know I've had similar thoughts before. Not the same situations, but yeah.. If you ever want to talk, you can message me any time! Like Paul said in Philippians 4:8 "whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."
-Tim
 
My friend. God does care. It is Satan who doesn't care. He is having a ball at your frustration towards God.

I hope so much that people will truly see what is really going on in the world. Jesus Christ came to teach us, or in some way, hint at what are the issues in the world. Jesus Christ has the words that turn the whole world around. My friend, anyone that tries to continue in this life without Jesus will suffer more frustration and bitterness and hatred.

But if you cry out to Jesus, and obey his words, which are found in the gospels, with prayer. He will reveal to you what peace is. He will show you the issues, both of the world and of your own heart. Don't be offended if it is sharp. But humble yourself.

Then he will give you what was called, 'Peace, that surpasses all understanding!!!''

We will pray. May Jesus bless you.
 
Please keep holding on to Jesus, He is holding on to you.
Satan wants to make you believe you are a victem.
Let Jesus show you His victory!
Jesus removes the damaged and places His perfect in it's place.
I witness to this as I too was abused, Jesus will bring all His perfect love to you .
You continue to be in my daily prayers in Jesus Christ is Lord.

Huge hugs and God bless.
pickles
 
WOW thank you to all the kind people who responded, what good honest strong words, words that show reflection. Praying for all of you too, GOD BLESS YOU, may Jesus bless you richly!!!!
 
I will pray for you. Paul from the Bible actually thought about suicide when he was going through extremely tough times. "We do not want you to be ignorant, brothers, of the affliction we experienced in Asia. For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life itself" (2 Corinthians 1:8, see also 1 kings 19:4). Nevertheless, Paul did not succumb to breaking God's commandment against murder and commit suicide. He depended on God, and God came through and sustained him. We must follow Paul's example.

You have probably heard people say that God helps those who help themselves. The truth is, God helps the helpless. Trust Him when life throws you a punch.

Also, if you want, read this article to help you find hope in any situation. This website has very good articles on just about any subject. http://www.crosswalk.com/faith/spiritual-life/how-to-find-hope-in-any-situation-11636168.html
 
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thank you for this information and encouragement - trouble typing today - but this helped me lecrae blessings
 
heavens u r only 17! what maturity! stay strong and do not change!
 
Sorry for seeing this a little late. Every life is precious, even when we may don't feel that way, don't let the devil deceive you. You are a beautiful woman created by our perfect Father, you are his beautiful child. That's enough to say you are very VERY valuable. I'll pray for you sister, don't lose your faith.
By the way, you had many responds, that looks like some care about you, don't you think? .:) You can always talk to your sisters and brothers in Christ. God bless you.
 
Hi, I just got online and read your message! I too was told I had PTSD. I read the Book the Bondage Breaker, by Neil Anderson.
He steps you through the scriptures in the bible and helps you to find your new Identity in Christ and pray for freedom from all your past
hurts. But if you get anything from this message, REMEMBER THIS!!! In all stituations, in all your confusion, no matter what your upset about.
Remember to ask God for wisedom! He loves you and is not like your parents here on this planet. He is the perfect parent!
Take care and God Bless!
 
Thank you for these newest comments, they really helped, thank you for praying for me, everyone on this site is in my prayers now for their needs. I am going through a bad spell and trying not to b/c a plaything for the Prince of Darkness, I remember the verse from Ephesians about principalities in dark places and want to remember who I am in Christ Jesus. Blessings to all of you.
 
priestessblue said:
Thank you for these newest comments, they really helped, thank you for praying for me, everyone on this site is in my prayers now for their needs. I am going through a bad spell and trying not to b/c a plaything for the Prince of Darkness, I remember the verse from Ephesians about principalities in dark places and want to remember who I am in Christ Jesus. Blessings to all of you.
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You continue to be in my prayers in Jesus. :)

Hugs and God bless.
pickles
 
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