I'm not sure what's happened to me. It's just crazy. A bit of a catch 22. The short of it goes like this. My life was going incredibly well. But I got to comfortable and complacent and next thing I knew I had some major problems. I go charged with a crime that I know I'm innocent of. Now I'm awaiting a judges decision on that. I have to wait another 5 months just to find out if it's actually going to trial or not.
This is serious...
Please please pray that it doesn't go to trial. The problem is I'm at my wits end. It's very stressful. I feel like my whole life is on hold until I know what's going on. I just wish this would be all put to rest already so I could get back to a normal life. I certainly hope this isn't gonna be the end of my life. It just feels really hopeless sometimes.
Meanwhile there's other stuff. I'm now in my late 30's and just feel so useless sometimes. I can't really plan or do anything until I know what's gonna happen with my legal issues. So meanwhile even though I know I should be drawing near to God, it's been hard because I feel sort of hopeless at times and so I don't put any effort into caring what I do. I really got to draw near to God right now I know. So I'm gonna try and make an effort to do that.
But please pray for this, it's such a life altering experience that I'm going through. I just want it to be over. I can't deal with this stress anymore. Thank you.
This is serious...
Please please pray that it doesn't go to trial. The problem is I'm at my wits end. It's very stressful. I feel like my whole life is on hold until I know what's going on. I just wish this would be all put to rest already so I could get back to a normal life. I certainly hope this isn't gonna be the end of my life. It just feels really hopeless sometimes.
Meanwhile there's other stuff. I'm now in my late 30's and just feel so useless sometimes. I can't really plan or do anything until I know what's gonna happen with my legal issues. So meanwhile even though I know I should be drawing near to God, it's been hard because I feel sort of hopeless at times and so I don't put any effort into caring what I do. I really got to draw near to God right now I know. So I'm gonna try and make an effort to do that.
But please pray for this, it's such a life altering experience that I'm going through. I just want it to be over. I can't deal with this stress anymore. Thank you.