so im not really sure bout saying this ive been told by people that i just need to get over it and stop having these stuped thoughts coz i have a great life and i shouldnt be feeling like this. anyway well ive been feeling very suicdal for the past proply past 6months but ive been suicdal on and off for 3years and in that time ive alson been self harming and im at a point where idk what to do anymore i just feel so traped i cant stop self harming each day that goes by thing get worse and worse im scared and alone no one gets me and i dont even feel like i desurve to be around people. this site is the only place i feel safe latly and i cant even hardly talk in chat i just dont wanta do this anymore but i cant end things my sister needs me i cant do that to her but i just dont no anymore idk what to do i feel so far from God 6months ago i was totaly on fire for God he was the centure of my world i was even started to go longer and longer with out self harming but now im doing it nearly everyday the thoughts of suicide rule my life im scared and idk what to do anymore... im sorry guys you dont need to hear all this im sure ill be fine... always am! always have to be!