Psalms 40: 2-3 He brought me up also out of a horrible pit (depression is a pit I climbed outta), out of miry clay and set my feet upon a rock (Jesus) and established my goings. (3)And He hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many men shall see it and fear and shall trust in the Lord.
Hello cagransee08, How wonderful that God has blessed you with the ability to express yourself thru poetry, such a lovely gift of communication. It can inspire, comfort, enlighten or draw attention to a particular topic. I'm sorry that you have been hurt and were treated unkindly. Maybe you can release the pain with your poetry. Check out Psalms, David went thru alot of heartache so there is for certain something there for everyone. Hold on because God sees your heart and yearns to console you. Just ask Him.
Father, we praise you for your goodness and ask You will lift this depression and wash this hurt out of cagtansee08's heart, that You will pour out the oil of gladness and reignite the gift of writing in the name of Jesus. Amen