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It all started i think two months ago, i was being bombarded by bad thoughts, i was fighting them off for maybe 2 weeks until one day i gave up, then the thoughts started to play in my mind and i may have dwelled upon them, then i felt something inside just go numb and still, my heart and my concious had just become hardened, i felt no more conviction for things i new to be obviously wrong, my heart had hardened, after this its just been a solid plumit down, feel totally different now, everything, i dont even know what to do anymore, i also felt my perception of the world become more 'carnal', i'd been desperately trying to establish my relationship with Jesus since, i would never have thought things would ever be like this since the first time i became a Christian.
Which reminds me of something ' Jeremiah 17:9
Which reminds me of something ' Jeremiah 17:9