Wow! How to answer without writing a book?! Sometimes I wanna shout Come, Lord Jesus, but I feel I have so little to show for this life He's given me, and tho I know I come to Him empty handed, I pray I don't return that way. Also I feel like I am just starting out all over again, and there's so much in this life I want to experience, before, well, I don't know. Like I just watched the Nat. Geographic special on hummingbirds last night and was almost in tears over the beauty and wonders of God's creation, I highly recommend watching that program, even tho so many nature shows leave God out of the equation, the flowers and birds and camera work are stunning. And I got to see it with my mom was an added blessing, she likes stuff like that. At the same time, my brother just had a stroke and is in the hospital. I wanna be, and I want us all to be, where there's no more pain or tears or separation or dying, but I am also finding new blessings like just today with a couple of ppls msgs to me (thank you so much) and also wondering if God has it in His plans for me to know true love and be married to the girl He has for me, but if not then let's end it now, Lord, because in spite of all the blessings, I still struggle with loneliness and am tired of having no one to share this life with on the deepest level. Soooo, thanks, blain, I guess I have no idea how to answer this question, and I really need to pray about it, but I have some ribs I gotta go cook. ..... Ribs ..... funny, I just thought about that.