I ask this because I notice a lot of people staring at me. Pretty much everywhere I go. There is never one who doesn't stare at me. Even when someone is on a date that guy or girl will look at me the entire time which in return makes the other one on the date not facing me, get angry at me, because they want to know what is grabbing their dates attention so much. It's just something about my presence that draws sooo much attention and all I have to do is walk into a place or just be sitting down. It's like people know i'm there or something inside them senses something inside of me, without me having to eve say a word.
And when I get stared at it's like they can't help it. One guy kept staring at me and trying to fight it and eventually he moved his seat. I saw this from my peripheral vision. They will stare at me for however long the duration I'm there from 3minutes to 2 hours. I was on the a 20 minute train ride and got stared at the entire time. I know it's not in my head because I will occasionally look back over and see their eyes still on me.
One lady couldn't have possibly known I was walking behind her turns around directly into my eyes as if she knew I was there. She put her hand up as if to signal "do not come any closer to me" It was strange because first off all we were at a stop light and I had to cross the street just as she. So i had to stand by her. Just as natural as people have to stand by each other in an elevator.
I really don't know what it is about me. I see other people who actually stand out as in wardrobe , height, hair color, but no one pays them any attention. It's like they blend right on in and their internal selves are accepted. I don't do anything out of the ordinary nor do i dress out of the ordinary. I'm not ridicuously beautiful I'm just average.
I also have a friend who notices this(clarifies its not in my head). That we get different attention than everyone else pretty much. Just out about in the public. People tell us there is a certain peaceful nature about us. But I mean we also get people who have negative reactions toward us majority of the time. It's like peoples initial reaction is negative repulsion for some reason. Not cuz of our appearance we keep ourselves well kept together, but I would say it has to be something from the inside they don't like about us???
I feel God brought me and her together for a reason because what we experience is so uncanny and similar to a T. Some other reactions we found we have in common that we get from people when they encounter us is (extensive coughing almost choking, sneezing, burping, start talking to themselves, whistling out of no where, anger, fear, cracking their knuckles or stretching as if they had got stiff all of a sudden, yawning, etc)
It's really hard to go places when these are the reactions I get almost 99.9% of the time. When I know that I am a nice person. Wherever I go I truly DO feel that I stand out soo much. The fact God loves me stays on my mind. Even children look at me as if I'm this great entity or something. Their the ONLY ones I don't have a problem with. Children come up to me all the time as if I'm their mom or they can trust me. Babies look at me and laugh out of no where and I don't even do anything funny. The parents will look at me and wonder what is this baby seeing?
If I may note, this is not a color thing as I get this from even my own race.
To prevent the risk of hurting me making me feel crazy, please pray to be guided on how to answer this post. Though it would be nice to know there are other people who experience this. :/
Thank you all.
And when I get stared at it's like they can't help it. One guy kept staring at me and trying to fight it and eventually he moved his seat. I saw this from my peripheral vision. They will stare at me for however long the duration I'm there from 3minutes to 2 hours. I was on the a 20 minute train ride and got stared at the entire time. I know it's not in my head because I will occasionally look back over and see their eyes still on me.
One lady couldn't have possibly known I was walking behind her turns around directly into my eyes as if she knew I was there. She put her hand up as if to signal "do not come any closer to me" It was strange because first off all we were at a stop light and I had to cross the street just as she. So i had to stand by her. Just as natural as people have to stand by each other in an elevator.
I really don't know what it is about me. I see other people who actually stand out as in wardrobe , height, hair color, but no one pays them any attention. It's like they blend right on in and their internal selves are accepted. I don't do anything out of the ordinary nor do i dress out of the ordinary. I'm not ridicuously beautiful I'm just average.
I also have a friend who notices this(clarifies its not in my head). That we get different attention than everyone else pretty much. Just out about in the public. People tell us there is a certain peaceful nature about us. But I mean we also get people who have negative reactions toward us majority of the time. It's like peoples initial reaction is negative repulsion for some reason. Not cuz of our appearance we keep ourselves well kept together, but I would say it has to be something from the inside they don't like about us???
I feel God brought me and her together for a reason because what we experience is so uncanny and similar to a T. Some other reactions we found we have in common that we get from people when they encounter us is (extensive coughing almost choking, sneezing, burping, start talking to themselves, whistling out of no where, anger, fear, cracking their knuckles or stretching as if they had got stiff all of a sudden, yawning, etc)
It's really hard to go places when these are the reactions I get almost 99.9% of the time. When I know that I am a nice person. Wherever I go I truly DO feel that I stand out soo much. The fact God loves me stays on my mind. Even children look at me as if I'm this great entity or something. Their the ONLY ones I don't have a problem with. Children come up to me all the time as if I'm their mom or they can trust me. Babies look at me and laugh out of no where and I don't even do anything funny. The parents will look at me and wonder what is this baby seeing?
If I may note, this is not a color thing as I get this from even my own race.
To prevent the risk of hurting me making me feel crazy, please pray to be guided on how to answer this post. Though it would be nice to know there are other people who experience this. :/
Thank you all.
