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Ok, I know I shouldn't have problems trusting my youth minister but ... well he gossiped about me. Seriously, I was walking up the stairs of the youth building for Wednesday night service. (I had arrived early that day, so I was one of the few people there.) And I heard him talking to two girls about me, and it wasn't all that great. I didn't even know the girls either! So he was giving these girls his opinions on me to be interpretted in their own mind in their own way. And one of the girls commented that I was "a crazy girl, and someone needs to put her in her place." I ran off as soon as I heard this, I didn't want to hear anymore of the conversation. But one of my gal pals past by me as I ran to hide in the car and asked my youth minister what was wrong. And so he came after me and tried to talk it out. But the truth is, I don't want to talk it out. I feel really betrayed and hurt, and honestly I can't face him right now. But he's asked my friends to talk to me and try to fix things. No one understands how hurt I really feel. Everyone is pushing me to come back to youth and not stay in church with my mom. I understand this needs to be worked out but does it have to be now?