It seems like you believe that there must be turns taken with suffering. Instead of being healed completely and dedicating life to help the suffering, or those in danger of it. Jesus is the right to YOUR way. If there is a hole in the ground in front of the flock, he may send one this way, and another that way, so you must know Him and trust, and not holler for another to follow you when that requires them take a left into that hole. Then you'd have to help Him fetch the sheep and cover it to!