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Me and my wife have been extremely unhappy together for several years. I've recently converted to christianity from being an atheist, my wife is still an atheist. We have a little boy together who is 8. I prayed to God recently that our marriage would end and that I wouldn't be threatened by my wife to have regular access to my son. (Which she did a few years ago and we never ended up separating at the time mainly because I wouldn't go because of the threats). Today however my wife has announced she wants us to separate and she has said if our son wants to see me everyday he can if he wants. She said she wants a very amicable split. And will not hurt our son in the process. I'm obviously petrified about whats going to happen now, despite this, but I can't really deny its what I wanted. I'm sick of living the way we have it's been hell on earth. I've already sacrificed the last 8 years of my own happiness.Just so you know I do love my wife but not in the way I should. I havnt pushed her away either I've been affectionate with her even when I didn't want to just to keep her thinking everything's great. Do you think God has answered my prayer? I'm sure I'll get some abuse for wishing for praying for this but until you've lived it, its easy to dictate to someone. God bless you all